i'm under water.
head and all
and i can't see
but as soon as I come upmy head swirls, curls
water flows and drops down
my face
my eyelashes
angryi can feel that I've changed
I'm better.then where is my reason?
cause i want to see crimsonwatch it fuck off
down the side
into swirlsmy friend laid
right beside mejust once scream.
into another reality
not a mirror reality
something full of shaped
abstract thingsyep ashamed
pressed down on the wall
the water under my mouth shivers
And my body forces me to breathi don't understand
what there is to understandthe mud of tomorrow goes down my drain.
my mind spiraling with it.
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inexpedient utterances
Poetrythe words that won't leave my mouth, entirely because there is no space or time for them.