inexpedient utterances

series of me

blank light, silent buzz
in pain, my head in fuzz
abdominal muscles throb when i move
step out quietly and follow the moon

path of cement leading me through
how do i forget what happened to you

howling winds, fashionable tide
hungry waves, with a big appetite.

i want to shout, scream and cry
i want kisses on the inside of my thighs

you, you, you, and you
crumple to the ground like a chipped statue
hazel eyes, green, brown
i look down and i feel round

want to lose my life, pick up a knife
i'm too afraid, so i draw crimson for fright

use you like a piece of shit,
hold me close when i throw a fit.
that is until you commit,
very deserved abandonment.