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I check Ski's pulse....

Nothing's there.

I start balling my eyes out.

"JAHSEH, I HATE YOU!" I screamed.

And those words makes tearing pour like a waterfall out of his eyes.

"Ashlyn..." He stuttered. "I can't believe I killed my best friend..." 

"And guess what, he's my mom friend's son. I seen him since I was a little kid. But then I was embarrassed. Okay. You killed my best friend. AND YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS? My mom's friend is gonna kill herself. Why? Because her husband got life in prison and he was the only thing she had. And now he's dead. AND I NEVER TOLD YOU THIS BUT I'M MOVING TO LA IN 4 MONTHS! WHY!? Because my mom and my siblings died when she was picking them up from school from a car accident. And now he's taking me to LA to forget about them so he doesn't get depressed. I never told you because you would freak out. I didn't even tell Kennedy. But I am. And I'm never gonna see my friends again. And I'll never see you again." I yelled at him.

"But that's good. So, Jahseh Dwayne fucking Ricardo Onfroy. I hate you. And burn everything you have of me. Forget every memory we have together. And lose my number. You will never be my boyfriend ever again. NEVER! Don't ever talk to me again. I hate you, Jahseh. NOW LEAVE BITCH!" I screamed at him again. 

Then once he left, I poured my eyes out.

First, I lost my mom and my siblings. Then Stokeley. Now, the love of my life...

* 4 months later

* Jahseh's POV

I been cutting for months. I hate my life. I lost my best friend and the love of my life. 

Life means nothing to me now.

Fuck Savannah. Fuck my life and friends.

I just wanna kill myself. I hate my life.

I tried it. 

I tried drowning myself.

It didn't work.

I begged my mom to move to LA. And we did 2 months ago.

Now I live in LA and go to a school where everybody hates me.

I can't believe it.

* Ashlyn's POV

I've everything I have.

My dad JUST KILLED HIMSELF. 

Great.

I have nobody now.

I hate my life.

It's not fair.

I hate everything here.

I think I'm just gonna jump off my roof.

* Few minutes later

I'm on my roof but before I jump I got a call.

I answered it.

"Ashlyn?" Fucking.

Jahseh's voice said.

But I don't care about what he did.

"I moved to LA for you and I hate it here. Please, just can I see you." He begged.

I can tell he been crying...just like me.

"If you wanna see me. Better hurry. 'Cause I'm killing myself." I said crying.

"NO!" He yelled. "Ashlyn, I'm sorry." 

"Sorry can't save me now. I hate life and I want out of it." I said with no emotion. 

"If you're dying. Me too." He said making each other ball our eyes out more.

"Then come here. I see you from here. I'm on the roof." I said.

Few minutes later, He came on the roof with me.

He holds my hand. We look each other in the eyes.

"Hello, from the dark side in." We start singing together.

"Does anybody here wanna be my friend? Want it all to end. Tell me when the fuck is it all gon' end? Voices in my head." We sang as our lips get closer together. "Telling me I'm gonna end up dead." Was the last word we sang before we kissed. 

We look each other in the eyes. We wrap our arms around each other. And we nod our heads. 

We jump....