MERTHUR "Look at me."

~Author's note.~

•This is not an update of the story.•

So, it's been two years.
First of all, I want to say that when I first published this story I really wasn't expecting more than 100 views lol.
It really surprises me people keep reading this after all this time.
A lot happened to me in these last few years, a lot of bad bad stuff, that have changed me as a person.
Not to get too personal, but there's a reason why i suddenly stopped using this wattpad account and updating my stories two years ago.
I was in very bad place mentally and I disappeared from all social because I needed time for myself, and time to recover.
I'm better now, I promise.

Anyway, it took a long time to reactivate this account again, but when I did it and I saw all these views I felt overwhelmed!
Okay maybe you could think that 13k views or more are not that much, but I genuinely never thought this story was going to be so appreciated.
And all your sweet comments warm my heart.
Some people honestly told me they love my writing and I'm one of their favourite writers in here. I actually cried when I read that!
I'm nothing special, but you made me feel like I am actually worth it.
Thanks you my dearest.

Okay, back to this story.
A lot of you are asking me for the next chapter.
I originally did write more than five parts; if i'm not wrong they were eight or nine in total.
They were saved as notes on my old phone...
this phone was stolen from me by a thief in 2018.(fuck)
I want to be 100% honest with you, I don't exactly remember what I wrote and how I wanted to finish this story.
I tried to remember but nothing, my memory sucks sobb.
It's been such a long time and I don't feel like I should try to rewrite the ending now.
Because... it's not the same, in a way. If that makes sense.

I still love Merlin, I really do.
This show means so much to me, you have no idea. Words cannot describe how deeply important Merlin is to me.
And Merthur is basically the greatest love story of all time. (no doubts on that)
But right now, my mind is on other things.
I'm not saying I'll never go back to writing Merthur fanfics in the future, but currently what I'm focused on is Larry (not Merlin related, I would say lol) so I think I am now unable to do the same good job I did in the past.
So, I'm posting this note because I want to let you know, after a series of unfortunate events, this fanfic is officially incomplete. :(

I saw sometimes here on wattpad readers offer to continue incomplete stories for the author so they can have a proper ending...?
I don't know how it works honestly haha.
but... This could be a thing, maybe? lol
Dunno, let me know what you think!

Thanks again for your attention.
I love you.
I hope people will keep reading and enjoying this little fanfic in the future, as much as I enjoyed writing it in the first place, despite its tragic story behind haha.

Oh, I do remember one thing.
In my head, it totally ended really well. If you know what I mean. ;)