Let go| Yoonmin

Part 5

His stomach lurched due to those thoughts. 

He imagined looks of deep upset and disgust; his breathing began to become even more erratic, he couldn't even describe what he was feeling properly: it was as if his entire world was crumbling all around him.

The mixture of this and the alcohol made him feel ten times worse.

 He took a step, his surroundings making him dizzier and instantly felt sick to his stomach.

 "Wait a minute." Jin called out.

Yoongi's ears and face were bright red with shame, had he really just gone and kissed the Park Jimin, not only that but in front of all the people he cared about the most.

 He didn't want to reply to Jin, he honestly hoped this was just some sort of twisted nightmare.

His voice faltered into a whimper.

 "I..."

 Tears puddled up again but before he could say anything else, he felt large arms wrap around him. 

Namjoon held the smaller man who began to sob louder.Namjoon the man who rarely gave people hugs, he whispered into Yoongi's ear.

"It's okay, we love you no matter what." 

 He looked up to see Jin weakly smile at him, his lips seemed to be trembling, "You must've been hurting a long time huh..." Jin used his sleeve to wipe at his own face.

Another voice spoke out next, Yoongi still in Namjoon's protective embrace.

"Jimin, huh?" Yoongi turned slightly to see a grinning Hoseok, Yoongi smiled a little but faltered, Hoseok was teary eyed too...

Hoseok scratched his head and sighed a little.  He sounded a little pained for some reason but still looked at Yoongi directly in the eyes and said with a sort of sad squint, "i'm rooting for you..."

Before he could reply he felt yet another arm sling around him, Taehyung had been quiet for a while but proceeded to give Yoongi a fuck ton of supportive messages of love.

"We are all friends here, no, we are a family so there's no need to worry alone anymore,please rely on us..."

Yoongi cried harder after hearing those words, maybe it was the relief that everything would be all okay or the alcohol at work, but either way crying made him feel better.

The guys eventually went their separate ways but all gave Yoongi a big hug before doing so, Jimin and Jungkook were still out of it and hadn't heard what had gone on, thankfully.

***

After taking Jimin and himself back to their apartment, he carefully, slung Jimin onto his own bed.

He tucked him in and was about to leave.

He felt a tug at his shirt and looked down at Jimin who with his eyes closed whispered "stay..."

Today had been completely not what he had expected.

His heart tugged but he couldn't stop the request from his favorite person, he carefully laid next to him, and began to hum the song he written for him earlier on in the day, then began to lowly sing the lyrics.

"As much as my heart flutters, I'm worried 

 The destiny is jealous of us 

 Just like you I'm so scared 

 When you see me, when you touch me"

 He gazed at the sleeping Jimin and cupped his cheeks with his hand.

"You know..."

 He slowly replied to himself weakly.

 "I know..."

He knew he shouldn't have but he quickly pecked a small kiss upon the very tip of Jimin's nose.

As he got up to leave, he turned to still see Jimin sleeping peacefully. 

 He turned his lights off and whispered.

 "Goodnight... I love you."