My Life As Clare Jonas

Chapter 14

Sunday
Nick's pov
I woke up to my phone blaring the alarm so I turned over and grabbed my phone to shut it off and then looked over at demi who was sleeping peacefully in my arms and I took a moment to admire her beauty and I just thought about our story. We knew each other when we were just teenagers,I have been through it all with her the ups and downs the several relapses and she's still managed to overcome every obstacle I love her so much and I can't imagine what my life would be like with out her and a few minutes later she opened her eyes.
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Demi: what are you staring at (blushing)
Nick: you
Demi: why?
Nick: because your beautiful and your my wife and I just love admiring you
Demi: aww your so cute (pecks him on the lips) so have you told the girls where we are going next?
Nick: no I think it should be a surprise
Demi: they are going to be so excited
Nick: I agree and we have a drive ahead of us so we should probably wake her up now
Demi: okay I'll wake up Clare and you go next door?
Nick: yeah sure
(Nick leaves the room and Demi walks over to Clare and lightly shakes her)
Clare: hmm
Demi: time to wake up hun we have to check out and hit the road
Clare: (mumbles) where are we going?
Demi: it's a surprise
Clare: finee I'll get up (opens her eyes and sits up)
Demi: good now I am going to jump in the shower
Clare: where's dad?
Demi: he's next door you can go if you want
Clare: no it's okay I'll wait till you get out so I can jump in
Demi: okay
(Demi walks into the bathroom and Clare's phone vibrates so she looks over at nick's bag and grabs it)
Text convo
Ricky: morning beautiful
Clare: morning :)
Ricky: so when can I see you today?
Clare: I don't know we are leaving Miami today :(
Ricky: so are we but I was hoping you could sneak off for a bit before you leave
Clare: I can probably spare a few minutes but your going to have to come here there's no way they are going to let me leave the hotel
Ricky: okay how about in twenty?
Clare: sounds perfect
Ricky: okay
End of text group
Clare's pov
I put my phone back in Dad's bag and waited for Demi to get out and once she did I walked over to my suitcase and grabbed my clothes and jumped into the shower and quickly washed and looked in the mirror to see that the hickey's on my chest and stomach were slowly starting to fade but the one on my neck looked fresh since he gave it to me yesterday, luckily there's this solution called makeup so I put some on until you could barely see it and then put on a pink off the shoulder crop top with some light blue skinny jeans with my converse and decided to braid my hair, I took another look in the mirror and approved of my look and walked out of the bathroom to see demi and nick zipping up the suitcase.
End of pov
Clare: morning dad
Nick: morning Clare how did you sleep?
Clare: good, so demi says that we are going somewhere and it's surprise can you tell me what it is?
Nick: then that defeats the purpose of a surprise, grab your bag and let's go instead of getting an Uber joe ordered someone to bring a rental car and they are downstairs already
Clare: we are leaving now? Like right now, why aren't we having breakfast first?
Nick: we'll get breakfast on the road now come on
Clare's pov
Now what!? Ricky was supposed to be coming so I can say bye to him and now that's not going to happen! Well maybe while they are loading up the car I could sneak way and see him but I don't think that's possible. Dad told me to grab my bags one more time so I did and we took the elevator to the lobby where we saw everyone waiting.
End of pov
Kevin: morning everyone
Clare: good morning
Alena: hey cuz how are you feeling from last night (still has a little weed in her system)
Dani: what does she mean by last night?
Tina: who knows she's still probably talking about a dream she had right Alena
Alena: yeah sure
Clare: funny anyways did uncle Kevin tell you where we are going?
Tina: no they are keeping it under wraps
Clare: well I guess we'll have to find out when we get there
Tina: yup
Joe: alright let's load up the bags
(While the boys start putting stuff in the trunk of the car, Clare sees Ricky coming up to the hotel)
Clare: I'll be right back I have to use the bathroom really quick
Sophia: okay but don't take to long
Clare: I won't
Clare's pov
I spot Ricky and he sees me walking into the hotel so he follows me and we make our way to the bathrooms, once we make sure the bathrooms are completely empty Ricky pins me up against the wall and starts kissing me. I run my fingers through his hair and kiss him and a few seconds later I feel his tongue at the entrance of my mouth and I decided to tease him and deny him entry until I feel his hand touch my breast and squeezes it which causes me to gasp and he takes advantage and slips his tongue in and we fight for dominance I obviously let him win. His hands wander to the buttons of my jeans and he stops kissing me only to focus on taking them off.
End of pov
Clare: we only have a few minutes
Ricky: that's all I need baby (starts kissing her neck) what did I say about hiding the hickey? Am I going to have to punish you for not listening to daddy (nibbles on her ear)
Clare: (moans) my real dad would kill me if he saw the hickey
Ricky: I don't care let him know that I fucked his precious daughter over and over (thrusts into her)
Clare: Ricky!!!
Ricky: that's not my name baby girl (stops thrusting)
Clare: please don't stop (whines)
Ricky: beg me
Clare: daddy please don't stop
Ricky: all you had to do was ask princess (thrusts into her again)
Clare's pov
Ten minutes later we were both soaked in sweat and I was fixing my top while he was pulling up my jeans and I put his shirt on and we started walking out of the hotel.
End of pov
Joe: Clare Marie Jonas where have you been! (Looks at Clare and Ricky)
Clare: Damnit
Kevin: language!
Nick: what were you two doing?
Clare: nothing he was just coming to say bye
Nick: I thought I told you I didn't want you to see him again
Clare: I don't care! I love him and you or mom can't do anything about it
Ricky: wait what? You love me?
Clare: did I just say that out loud
Nick$Ricky: yeah
Clare: oh I didn't mean love I mean like
Nick: I don't care whether you like or love him your not to see him again! (Turns to Ricky) and you and your friends will stay away from my daughter you guys are toxic and unhealthy for her do you guys understand?
Ricky: you know what man, I don't care if your a celebrity or not and your daughter's gorgeous so if she wants to keep seeing me then I am going to keep seeing her and you guys are just going to have to deal with it
(Nick is fuming with anger and so are joe and Kevin)
Kevin: do you have any respect for your elders? Your just some rebel without a cause, now I suggest you get out of here before nick does something he's going to regret
Ricky: whatever (leans over and pecks Clare) text me when you can
Clare: okay bye
(Ricky walks away)
Joe: get in the car Clare
Clare: whatever
Joe: lose the attitude I am sure your already in enough trouble
Clare: why? Because I saw my boyfriend! Any other teenager is aloud to see their boyfriend why can't I!?!
Nick: your not ever other teenager! Your my teenagers and you deliberately went behind my back and saw him when I told you not too!!
Clare: to bad I like him dad and he likes me and you can't stop me from talking to him!
Nick: your fifteen your not aloud to have a boyfriend and when you are aloud they need to be approved by me!!
Clare: why do you get to make all the decisions!?
Nick: because I am the parent and your the child!
Clare: (scoffs) you have only been a full time parent for two weeks now!!! You don't get to call the shots
Kevin: that's enough Clare! Get in the car and not another word or your going to regret it
Clare: why?
Joe: because you are being disrespectful now get in the car and don't make me say it again!!
Clare: fine
(Clare sits in the back with Alena and Tina while the others sit in the other seats)
Alena: what just happened?
Clare: (breathes in) i don't even know, I just got so pissed that he automatically thinks that he gets a say in who I like, that should be my choice not anyone else's
Alena: Clare can I say something even if it makes you upset
Clare: yeah
Alena: why are you with Ricky really? I mean what do you see in him because all I see is a bad boy that likes to drink, get high, party, and have sex
Clare: I know that's what you guys see but there's so much more to him then that
Tina: really? Then tell us what's the most meaningful conversation you two have had
Clare: well there was this one time when... (thinks about it for a second)
Alena: exactly you two haven't even had a talk your just physically attracted to him
Clare: that's not true
Tina: I am sorry Clare but Alena's probably right this time
Clare: you guys are just like them, you won't even give him a chance
Alena: just think about it
Clare's pov
And I did think about it, I thought about it when we stopped at Starbucks for breakfast. I thought about it while I was looking out the window at the trees and grass and sky because someone refused to give me my phone cough *nick*, I thought about it when we stopped for lunch at the local rest stop until finally I decided to stop thinking and just close my eyes for the rest of the trip.
End of POV
Nick: do you guys think I should give Ricky a chance?
Joe: your joking right?
Kevin: the way he talked to you and the way he dresses, the kids a bad boy and he only wants one thing
Nick: yeah but maybe I should take into consideration that Clare likes him
Demi: babe if it were any other guy I would say yes give him a chance but this time I think your just trying to protect her
Nick: I am, I don't want him to hurt her
Sophia: I know you don't but the truth is the more you tell her no the more she's going to want to do it and she'll find a way
Dani: Sophia has a point and he did fly all the way to see her
Kevin: your not seriously saying she should see him are you?
Dani: I don't know I mean either she sees him behind your back or she sees him with you knowing, I think you would rather the second option
Nick: absolutely not, I don't care if she wants to see him I am not allowing it and she doesn't need to like the decision but she needs to respect it, joe how much longer till we get to the resort?
Joe: about fifteen minutes
Demi: what are you going to do about Clare?
Nick: I am going to talk to her but I am not in the mood to punish her so I'll let it slide just this once
Demi: okay
Fifteen minutes later
Clare's pov
I woke up when the car finally stopped and I looked around to see where we were at and then I noticed we were at Disney's Art Of Animation Resort!!!
End of pov
(Clare shakes Alena and Tina)
Tina: (mumbles) what?
Clare: wake up!!
(Alena opens her eyes)
Alena: whyyy
Clare: because we are at the Disney art of animation resort!!!
Tina: dad Orlando was the surprise!!!
Kevin: haha yeah it's our next stop
Alena: how many days are we going to be here??
Kevin: four days
Clare: awesome!!!
Joe: come on let's unpack and get settled sound good?
Girls: yes!!
Clare's pov
Thirty minutes later we were checked in and walking into the Finding Nemo Family suites and as soon as dad opened the door I gasped it felt like we left the regular world and submerged under the sea. We were absolutely in love and since it was all of us in a hotel room the girls and I got to share a room which had bunk beds and a pull out sofa.
End of POV
Clare: I call top bunk!
Alena: fine then I call bottom!
Tina: I don't want to sleep on the sofa bed
Alena: oh come on Tina it's not that bad
Tina: ugh fine but the next hotel we stay at I am sleeping on the bunk
Alena: fine
Clare's pov
The next couple hours we spent just relaxing in the rooms watching tv because the adults were tired from the drive and just as we were about to start the next episode of the vampire diaries dad walked into the room.
End of POV
Nick: Clare can we talk in the living room for a second
Clare: (sighs) I guess
(They walk into the living room and Clare sits on the red couch while nick sits across from her on the red swivel chair)
Nick: I don't have to tell you the way that you spoke to me earlier was completely disrespectful and not okay right?
Clare: I know I am sorry I was just angry because you wouldn't even give him a chance and I really like him
Nick: and your allowed to feel that way but that doesn't mean you talk to me the way that you did, and that doesn't mean that you get to sneak behind our back and see him when I told you not too, when we tell you something you do it end of story understood?
Clare: (tears up) dad I really like him and it's not fair that your not even giving him a chance
Nick: I don't have too especially after the way he spoke to me shows me the kind of guy he is, now I am only going to say this one more time you are not aloud to see him anymore am I understood (looks her in the eye)
Clare: (looks down)
Nick: look at me when I am talking to you
Clare: (looks up) fine I won't see him again
Nick: thank you, now go get your cousins and tell them we are going to Disney springs for dinner
Clare: okay.. dad
Nick: yeah?
Clare: can I have my phone back please? Just so I can tell him I can't talk to him anymore
Nick: how about I'll give you your phone back for good
Clare: (smiles) really?!
Nick: yeah (hands the phone to her) don't get it taken away again
Clare: haha no promises (walks to the girls room) come on dad says we are going to Disney springs
(Alena and Tina get off the couch)
Alena: okay
Clare's pov
We got to Disney springs and ate at planet Hollywood and while we were there we talked about what we would do tomorrow.
End of POV
Joe: we were thinking islands of adventure and universal studios
Girls: yes!!
Kevin: then that's what we'll do
Clare: and the day after can we do magic kingdom!?
Nick: I don't see why not we don't have our concert until Wednesday anyways
Tina: awesome!
Clare's POV
We finished eating and then walked around Disney springs and took some pics and around ten we headed back to the hotel where I was laying down on the top bunk posting the pictures I took last night and as soon as I clicked post the comments started flooding. "Your a whore" "your a slut" "go slit your wrist" "your a waste of space" "go purge" "lose some weight fat ass" "maybe if you would lose weight you'll be pretty" and a bunch of others that said purge over and over again until my my phone vibrated and I got a text from Ricky except instead of feeling my heart skip a beat it felt heavy.
End of POV
Text convo
Ricky: hey baby what are you up to?
Clare: Stop with the pet names I need you to be serious for once
Ricky: okay what's bothering you?
Clare: what am I to you really?
Ricky: well you know your mine so what else do you want to know?
Clare: you know what I mean, you say I am yours but then you still hook up with other girls so am I just another hook up to you?
Ricky: I told you that having sex with you means something to me
Clare: that doesn't answer my question though
Ricky: fine no you aren't just another hook up but you also said that you didn't want to put a label or so long distance
Clare: well maybe this no label thing isn't working, I don't like to think that you could be sleeping with other girls
Ricky: well I can't not just have sex the whole summer I am a sixteen year old boy Clare
Clare: then I guess that answers my question then, I am just another hook up
Ricky: no your not
Clare: clearly I am because your not willing to be in a relationship
Ricky: not right now but maybe thing will be different when you get back
Clare: fine if that's how you feel maybe we shouldn't talk until I get back
Ricky: that's not for another month though
Clare: I know but if I am being honest I am catching feelings and I think it would be best to call whatever we are off for now
Ricky: if that's what you want
Clare: I don't but I don't have a choice
Ricky: that's bull shit and you know it we can continue sexting and face timing you just don't want too
Clare: exactly I don't want too because after we do that you could go off and hook up with any random girl
Ricky: your right so let's call it off
Clare: okay then goodbye
Ricky: bye
Clare's pov
I put my phone to charge and as soon as my head hit the pillow my heart felt heavy because I just let the one guy that I have fallen in love with go. And with that last thought I went to bed.
End of pov