𝑻𝑯𝑼𝑮 𝑺𝑻𝑹𝑼𝑪𝑻- finished-

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Dej
Ej Move bruh lemme eat my candy"
You dont need it"
Yes the hell I do"
Why"
I'm a diabetic"
Now you know damn well you ain't no damn diabetic "
Can't say you ain't believe me for a second"
Imma take a picture of you and show I-jugg"
Ion care"

This doctor taking forever"
Probably sorting out shit in the room ion know"
Probably"
What you think it's gonna be"
Ion know what would izzy want"
A damn niglet"
He deadass used to say that shit all the time my baby ain't no niglet"
Nah forreal what you want"
I wanna boy cause the name izzy picked out"
And what was that"
Can't tell you gotta wait till the baby shower if i choose to have one"
What you mean if you choose"
Like it would feel empty a lil without izzy there I can't do it without him"
You can dej you came so far what 5 months and you progressed every month I saw you make changes Trina sees it jugg and most importantly izzy"
I don't know but look at you using big words and shit"
I may act dum but I'm wise asf"
Ion known about wise how about smart"
Fuck u"

He started laughing and so did I the doctor called out names and one of those names was mines I got up and walked twords her and she took me and ej to the back

A bunch of women were here without there spouse and I hated to be one of them but ej was right by my side sometimes I thought ej was only nice to me cause of the shit he said at the hospital 

Dejanae come on to the back"
Coming"

I walked behind the doctor and ej followed behind I got up on the table and laid down and the doctor lifted up my 2pac shirt and put that cold ass gel on my stomach

Doc I thought you told me you can work on getting that gel to be warmer cause it feel like you poured ice on my stomach"
I said I'll look into it not I got you"
Doc same thing"
Not really but you ready to see the gender"
I'm a lil nervous"
Don't be ok I'm sure your boyfriend would be happy"
I'm not her boyfriend that's my sister"
Well them women out there need brothers like you you always here"
Gotta be for my brother"
If it's ok with u We're is he"
He passed"
Sorry for your lost dej and"
Ej"
And ej but I'm sure he's up there with god happy as ever on what the baby is"

She swirled the little thing around and she smiled hard then her face relaxed
What's wrong"
Welp I hope you ready for this one"
Well your pregnant with aaaaa...boyyy"
You playing"ej laughed
Yea I am it's a girl"
Damnit"
No it's a boy seriously"
WOOH yes yes yes finally a lil demon yessss"ej got up yelling
I smiled hard and looked up into the sky I hope he's happy cause I damn sure am I smiled and she wiped my belly off giving me the sonogram and we got ready to leave

Yo ej im so excited man"
Me to and I got a even better surprise" he said looking on his phone and turned it off
Like what"
You'll see"

We left out the room and left going to the front and leaving out the doctor office and getting inside the car and he drove around literally in circles but I didn't pay him any attention I was texting my mom about the gender me and her have a calm relationship

We talk sometimes but enough and we didn't really argue like we did when she i was a teen battling wit my condition and she hated it and wanted me to be a whole different person all the time and that's why we clashed then she started doing drugs after some my dad died we didn't speak till izzy came around

Ej finally started driving regularly and we headed twords the way of Izzy's old house
Ej why we over here"
Look dej I need to explain some shit to you that someone else was supposed to" he stopped the car and jugg got in from nowhere then Trina and jay
We're the hell yall come from"
Hell"Trina laughed
But we all wanted to tell you the root of this is izzy after he got shot he got hit so many times and it hit major parts of his body"jay started
So after the doctor came out and gave us the news we believed it and you and ej blew up and you left but ej and jugg went to the back to see his body"Trina said

We got to the parking lot and I started crying. Thinking bout that shit it felt like I had the blood on me again as they spoke about it

Izzy got put on life support and he was doin bad for Weeks on top of weaks but he was still alive barely he fell in and out of comas and when you hit 2 months shit was starting to get better he came out the coma Nd we brought him to Puerto Rico to be with my mom and dad cause they couldn't bare him being in America suffering and in pain"ej said as we made it to the door and they stopped
So that's why we took that trip izzy had a heart attack so we had to zoom down there after that he got better and better and his wounds heeled up and he gained his strength back threw therapy he was back walking and talking and we told him everything about you lately and he knows about the pregnancy but he won't talk to us after we brought him back here dej we hid it from you cause we didn't want those up and down times to stress you out and what if he died and you wouldn't have been able to see him for the last time we just wanted to be sure he was gonna recover that would hurt you more and the baby were all sorry"

They unlocked the door and i walked in bawling and I walked in the hallway and leaned on the wall and slid down crying