Mine

I didnt mean it

"Babe? Are you ok? Babe?"

The pounding in my head was enough to start a drum circle and the constant begging was nagging at me.

"What? What?" I snapped, sitting up to see Brad crouched by the sofa holding my hand.

"Brad!" I cried, my heart doing a little flip.

"Liv are you ok?" He asked concerned stroking my hand carefully.

"Of course I am.. Why?" I mumbled reaching for my other arm which was tenderly sore.

"Do you not remember anything?" He asked, a glimmer of hope in his eyes.

"No. All I remember is going to prison.... but now I'm here.... with you..?" I was so confused.

"Can you tell me what happened to you in jail?"

"Like I said, I can't quite recall what happened? Why? Does it matter?" I furrowed my eyebrows in concentration.

Silence swept over us.

"What the hell!" I shouted as my arm throbbed painfully.

I grabbed it and turned it over.

I was so shocked at what I saw I dared take a breath.

"Oh.. my..." I whispered before screaming my head off.

"Baby baby calm down ok.. calm down." Brad grabbed my arms to steady me and gently pushed me back onto the sofa.

"What the... what the he... who did this?" I shouted shakily, throwing my arm into brads face.

"You did." He replied looking down.

My hands felt numb as I let my slashed arm fall to my sides.

"Why would I do that."

I had carved Brads name into my skin, with what I presumed was a knife of some sorts.

"It'll be a scar forever." Brad mumbled still not looking at me.

For once I was glad I couldn't remember that day.

It was painfully but I'm glad I had forgotten the moments of actually doing it.

"That's a promise Brad." I giggled lightly, though I felt physically sick.

"What's a promise?"

"I don't know why I'd do that to myself.. but now it's there it's gonna mean something. It's my promise that I'll always love you and I'm always yours."

"This is not the way I wanted you to show me you loved me Liv..." Brad sobbed staring at me helplessly.

"I can't turn back time Brad. What's done is done."

..

BELLA

"Oi! Bella! Get in here." James shouted from the spare room.

"Coming you big lug!" I shouted back.

I ran into the room and nearly danced in delight.

..

Right you're probably thinking what the hell are me and James doing in the same house.

We made up... in fact we made more that that.

See it's not that I don't care about Liv.. I do, it's just I've learned to live without her.

After her ordeal at the police station, she was sent to a mental institution. They tested her and gave her intense rehab. They then gave her drugs that made her woozy and forgetful.

That started 6 months ago.

Now, she's just been let out of hospital dazed and confused and to be honest it's not a big thing to me.

I hadn't noticed her gone... (of course the first weeks were agony), but soon me and James had made up and I forgot she was ever around 24/7.

..

"James this is beautiful!" I smiled turning to see the rest of the decor.

"Anything for my two favourite girls.." He smiled, obviously pleased with himself.

"Oi!" I interrupted, don't start saying that! It could be a boy babe.. we just don't know yet."

I slapped him playfully and he grabbed me by the waist and pulled me closer.

"I don't care either way. As long as every day I can wake up to my most precious babes and know they are mine forever." He whispered into my neck before kissing me on the head.

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