Is he the one? (Kian Lawley)

grumpy kian

-it's been three months since the whole Samantha situation and kian and I are still a couple. What we thought was best for our relationship was to keep it on the down low. We both haven't came out publicly about our relationship but a lot of the viewers believe we are together. We thought it was best to avoid talking about it on social media for a while bc we've seen many social media relationships break apart due to social media and we wanted to create a strong bond before becoming Public.
-today I was running some errands. While running these errands I get a call from kian
Y/n: hey babe! what's up?
Kian: y/n where are you?
Y/n: I'm at Ralph's getting some groceries
*call ended*
Kian seemed very upset so I went ahead and called jc to see what was up
Jc: hey y/n what's up?
Y/n: what's up with Kian?
Jc: *jc was on twitch live so he immediately muted the stream when you called* oh shit I thought you'd know. I noticed that too. We were trying to react to the new video on stream but he just sat here staring at his phone and then got frustrated and left.
Y/n: oh gosh. Kians in one of his moods.
Jc: well you better get home soon, ur the only one that can cheer him up.
Y/n: yeah he just called me and asked where I was and when I said Ralph's he immediately ended the call. I'll be home in a bit.
*call ended*
-kian walked back into the room with jc and pulled up a chair next to him.
Jc: ready to react to the new video?
*kian was rarely ever on his phone but for some reason he was attached to it at this moment*
Kian: hold the fuck up jc
/I walked into the room but couldn't help but notice the tension between Kian and jc.
Y/n: I brought every one Taco Bell
Jc: oh sweet
/kian didn't even seem to acknowledge that I was in the room so I went up to him and stood behind the chair and hugged him from behind and laid my head on top of his head. I knew he was in a bad mood so I didn't say anything to him. Standing there rubbing my fingers through his hair to help cope with his mood.
Y/n: so this is what you do all day jc? *pointing at the stream*
Jc: pretty much, Kian are you ready?
/kian takes my hand from his hair and directs me to his lap.
Kian: sit with me
/ jc and I were both shocked that Kian talked to one of us and jc went ahead and played the new knj video. I couldn't help but think that 800+ people were on this stream and here I am sitting on kians lap. As we're watching knjs video kian wraps his arms around my waist and leans his head against my shoulder.
Kian: sorry I was being a dick. I missed you. *kian whispers into my ear*
/the twitch comment section was flooding with comments about us since we've never publicly acted like an actual couple.
*jc notices all the comments*
Jc: everyone better be screen recording now
*a donation pops up on the screen*
Dono- "We all know you two are dating, why not just say it?"
*we all ignore the comment, another donation pops up on the screen*
Dono- "you guys are so cute, what's the point of hiding it?"
*we all ignore it again, awkward silence*
Jc- guys thank you for he dono's but we don't need comments like that
Y/n: kian I'm gonna go, I'll be in ur room
*kian holds you tighter*
Kian: no please stay
-you unwrap yourself from kians arms and walk out of the door, you felt furious, even though you were fine with keeping you and kians relationships on the down low, everyone attacking you for leaving it private made you frustrated. You walk into kians room and lay on his bed
10 mins later
*knock knock, Kian walks in and lays besides you*
Kian: is everything okay? what was that all about
-I was on the verge of tears, it's like it all came out of nowhere. I laid my head on kians shoulder and tear, after tear after tear rolled down my face. Kian and I sat there in silence as my face was absolutely drenched with tears.
Kian: are you ready to talk babe?
Y/n: *sigh* I guess so
*you use your sleeve to dry your face*
Y/n: it's just like, it's so frustrating when people are attacking you for your own decisions. Like we both decided to keep our relationship on the down low but of course people believe that we ca-can-can't do that. *you immediately start crying again*
Kian: hey hey hey, come here
*kian brings you into his arms as you sob some more*

Kian: they just really want our confirmation to make themselves feel better. it's okay baby, we can do whatever we want, they can't stop us from doing anything. I promise.  Do you think we're ready to take another step?
Y/n: what do you mean?
Kian: maybe we could start acting like a couple in videos and stuff instead of worrying about where the cameras are all the time.
Y/n: yeah, I think we're ready.