Making a form for myself -_-

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Anything in quotations will be me thinking
Name: Samantha
Nicknames: Sami, Cheetah,Sam,Samwhich,Sam-I-Am, Sam-I-am-green-eggs-and-ham
Last name: "It starts with an M. That's  all I will tell you."
Age: "Does it really matter? What are you, a stalker?" Around 13ish
Gender: "It aint obvious? I guess thank you for not assuming..." Female
Sexuality : "Weird question but ok." Straight as an unbreakable  needle.
Personality: "I don't  know for sure, I'm  really emotional. Now how can I make this not sound overly negative...."
Almost everybody's friend because of kindness, but very  emotional,  P̶r̶o̶b̶a̶b̶l̶y̶ s̶h̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ b̶e̶ i̶n̶ a̶ m̶e̶n̶t̶a̶l̶ h̶o̶s̶p̶i̶t̶a̶l̶
Always feels inadequate, insecure, anxious, and weird. Probably  just overreacting  hormones. Hates self. Loves everyone else. On the verge of being suicidal, but knows she would never be able to kill herself because she always thinks about the consequences  first and overthinks things. Likes schoolwork and homework better  than talking to people. Would rather read than talk to her family because they don't  notice her much. Is an ambivert, because she is the opposite  of stage-fright, she has stage-excitement instead because she loves acting and singing. Always tries to help her friends instead of herself, but that is often a problem  for obvious  reasons. Very prone to burnouts and writers block. Very awkward and weird. Very nerdy  and has only gotten ONE B+,but it makes her anxious  all the time. Why am I still here-
Likes: FRIENDS, her little brother, volleyball, singing, dance classes  where she doesn't  stress too much and actually  has fun, being in school musicals, really looks forward to being in choir, Circle the state, songwriting, school, occasionally  cooking, reading, being alone at home because of high levels of anti-socialness. Oh, and deciphering Gravity Falls codes.
Dislikes: The fact she has signs of depression, herself, mac and cheese, mushrooms, some types of peanut butter, getting backstabbed, being there for her friends when they aren't  there for her.
Backstory: Was adopted by her grandma when she was 4 due to her mom having depression. She had an older brother named Daniel who taught her how to write and read. She had 3-4 brothers. Her youngest brother, Jon has autism and was adopted with her. One day  in the future, she looked through the garage, found the adoption  papers, and it said  that she had emotional issues. Geez, thank you adoption papers. She didn't  she her birth mother/sister  until she was 9 1/2. She didn't really remember  her either. Sister frequently visits. She has a picture of two of her brothers that went to foster families.
Looks: Weird hair that always has split ends. It tends to change for strawberry blonde, to dirty blonde, to brown, to red.
Blue eyes and Irish skin. Blue glasses.

Clothes: whatever the heck she can find that doesn't  seem inappropriate  or formal. Mostly long sleeves and t-shirts with jeans. Wears uniform to school.

Other: Goes to a private school. Has seen a lot of deaths. Has no dad anymore.

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