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I've  been wondering this for months/ years. Should I get my hair cut short? I had it cut short in 3rd grade, but I looked dorky. I don't  mean a bob cut like then though. I like long hair, it makes me feel unique  in a world where everyone  has short hair. Short hair is like a trend now-
I mean, why else would  it suddenly  start getting so popular? I'm  the only one in my family with long hair besides my cousin who has beautiful  hair and gets to dye the ends of it for the summer! But at the same time, my hair NEVER changes. My family's  hair changes, everyone at my school gets haircuts all the time, all my friends get haircuts and I'm  just here with this stupid hair. I don't  like my hair. It's  too thick and I have baby hairs on my forehead and at the sides of my face. My hair isn't  frizzy,but it doesn't  stay neat like everyone else's. There's  only one person who ever commented on my hair who wasn't  my mom.  That was Taylor. I read back through this book. I can't  believe how dumb I sounded. Probably  still sound dumb. It's  sorta funny though.  I just sound like I talk about Taylor too much among other things.  Anyways, that makes me sorta sad because  my brother has the reddest hair ever. If we go out in public, there will be multiple people saying something  about his hair, and only to my mom or him, because  I apparently  don't  exist. It makes me feel like I'm  not pretty enough. I never feel good enough. So maybe if I got my hair cut, someone might notice I got a haircut and say something  about it. My mom criticizes my hair all the time. It's  too greasy, or it's  too long, or it needs to be combed more, etc. She literally  gave my vitamins with the label "beautiful  hair" to help with my hair, and I take them every night. She is always bugging me about getting my hair cut, like she bugged me into getting my ears pierced.  I don't  know. My hair is weird.

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