The Darkest Secret

CHAPTER 9

Kissa's   POV

After the interview we went to my mom's favorite place, The St. Christine's Church dito sila unang nagkakilala ni Dad, dito din sila kinasal, they have million's of memories here.

Everytime na may nangyayari sa buhay ko dito ako agad nag pupunta....

Sa may unahan ako pumwesto, Sila Lola at Mama Jazzy naman ay naghihintay lang sa labas...

I kneel down...

'Dear god, thankyou for all the blessings that you gave, thankyou for making me safe at all times, thankyou for giving my Lola a happy longer life, thankyou for guiding me, Jesus.... Can you please  tell to my mom that I miss her so much? Please tell to my mom that I had a successful life now, Is she okay? I'm wondering if she misses me too, please tell to my mom that I love her very very much, she's one if my inspiration... Jesus I'm sorry, I'm sorry for all the wrong things that I've done, And please tell to 'her' that I'm sorry, I didn't want that thing to happen to her....'

Tatayo na dapat ako sa pagkakaluhod ng may marinig akong humihikbi, napatingin ako sa likod ko,

Nakayuko yung lalaki kaya di ko makita mukha nya, nakatakip kasi sa mukha nya yung dalawa nyang kamay,

Lumapit ako sa kanya at kinuha ko ang tissue ko sa sling bag ko,

I poke him and gave it to him...

Unti unti naman syang nag angat ng tingin kaya nagulat ako ng ma-recognized to kung sino sya...

Si Mr.Engineer

Napatulala sya sakin kaya naman isinenyas ko sa kanya yung tissue ko..

Tinignan naman nya yun at parang nag isip pa sya kung tatanggapin nya o hindi...

Naupo ako sa tabi nya..

"Kunin mo na" I said

"Salamat" aniya sabay kuha

"No matter what problem you're facing  right now, just keep on praying, and he will do his best that he can to help you" I said and smiled at him

Tumayo na ko at lumabas na...

Luke's   POV

Pagpasok ko naupo ako sa may bandang unahan...

'Lord, kung nasan man si Leigh ngayon, please tell her that I miss her, that I love her, Siguro tama sila Mommy at si Dad, I have to let go, I know that it'll be hard please help me to  get through this..'

Napayuko ako at tinakpan ng dalawa kong kamay ang mukha ko, di ko napigilan mapaiyak,

Natigil ako ng may kumulbit sakin,
Tinignan ko kung sino yun and its Kissa..

She handed me a tissue, inisip ko kung tatanggapin ko o hindi

"Kunin mo na" she said

"Salamat"

"No matter what problem you're facing  right now, just keep on praying, and he will do his best that he can to help you" she said while smiling

'Thankyou' I said in the back of my head

I didn't know that in this kind of situation sya pa ang isa sa magpapagaan ng nararamdaman ko...

Paglabas ko ng simbahan nakita ko sya at nginitian nya naman ako, so I smiled back

'Tch.kaya naman pala nyang maging mabait e bakit ang taray nya lagi'