Chapter 5

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So today went better than I thought it ever would. I was expecting a lot of judgement. Then again that's what I get for assuming. You know what they say about assuming. You make an ass out of you and me. Well in this case just me. Then again no one really talked to me. Thank god. I just won't socialize for a while. Who knows what could happen. I don't want to be seen as a weirdo. I would rather be seen as a shy girl.

"Hey sis."

"Oh my god! Don't do that to me! Scared me Bong-soon!"

"Sorry. I didn't mean to scare you."

"It's fine you. I just wasn't expecting it."

"Ok. So you find anyone cute yet?"

Honestly I think Taehyun is absolutely gorgeous, but I don't want her to tell him I feel that way. We just formally met today. I don't want him of all people to think I'm weird. I don't want him to think I'm a fangirl either. However I can't lie to her. I can't lie to anyone it will be my downfall one day.

"If I tell you promise you will keep it between us?"

"I promise."

"I think Taehyun is cute."

"I figured him. He is your TXT bias after all."

"Well other than him I don't anyone attractive. Sure the rest of TXT is but they are not like Taehyun."

"Well you will find someone who isn't an idol."

"I sure hope so. I don't want to fall for him because of the hate I might get."

"I might get hate for being their makeup artist. Think about that."

"Bighit will keep you protected from that. They aren't allowed to show much of the staffs faces. You were supposed to watch those TXT and BTS try not to laugh video's with me. You would know that if you did."

"They still take video's with the staff."

"Yes but they blur the staff's faces out. Duh."

"Good point. I don't know how to help you then."

"It's fine. I have to go to bed. Goodnight sis."

"Goodnight."

I hid some of the truth from her. I have fallen for Taehyun. She is right though. I need to find someone who's not an idol. I also don't want to date him for purposes of rumors. Also he is a senior I am a junior. Then again we were both born in 2002. Dang. Why are feelings so freakin complicated? I don't like feelings.

I get ready for bed. I am wearing my favorite pj's. If they can be considered that. It's literally a hoodie and leggings. The most comfortable thing in the world. At least for me anyway. I get in my comfy bed. I fall asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow.

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