This is kind of a chapter but not like a main one, its the song izuku was writing
Nejire lead on her bed playing on her phone, she was waiting for the results of the UA entrance exam, she was humming until she heard a ping, she looked at the notification and was pleasantly surprised "HUH DEKU FINALLY RELEASED A NEW SONG!" she screamed out in shock, the artist deku had been quiet for a couple months now and many suspected that he had been going to therapy due to the nature of his songs, she pressed on the notification and watched as it directed her to a video, she watched as the circle in the middle of the screen spun and then finally the video loaded, giving a quick glance to the video views she saw hoe the song was already on 3.4 million views, it was no surprise as the guy was as popular as all might, finally she heard audio from the video
"I would just like to say that i'm sorry for not being able to release any new songs lately, ive been going through some stuff and luckily due to the people around me i have managed to pull through, so with that said here are my two newest songs that i have written" she listened intently at what he said, the voice sounded really familiar, like she had talked to the guy not long ago, she shrugged it off and listened as the first song began
"I don't want a friend (just me)
I want my life in two (my life in two)
Just one more night
Waiting to get there
Waiting for you (all night)
I'm done fighting all night (waiting for you)
When I'm around slow dancing in the dark
Don't follow me, you'll end up in my arms
You have made up your mind
I don't need no more signs
Can you?
Can you?
Give me reasons we should be complete
You should be with him, I can't compete
You looked at me like I was someone else, oh well
Can't you see? (Can't you see?)
I don't wanna slow dance (I don't want to slow dance)
In the dark
Dark
When you gotta run
Just hear my voice in you (my voice in you)
Shutting me out of you (shutting me out of you)
Doing so great (so great, so great)
You
Used to be the one (used to be the one)
To hold you when you fall
Yeah, yeah, yeah (when you fall, when you fall)
I don't fuck with your tone (I don't fuck with your tone)
I don't wanna go home (I don't wanna go home)
Can it be one night?
Can you?
Can you?
Give me reasons we should be complete
You should be with him, I can't compete
You looked at me like I was someone else, oh well
Can't you see?
I don't wanna slow dance (I don't want to slow dance)
In the dark
Dark
In the dark
Dark"
The way he sung always took the curious girl by surprise, his voice in her words was "beautiful" and so was his music, but when you really look at his lyrics not one of his songs have ever been positive
"That was slow dancing in the dark, and now onto the next one, help"
The titles alone were a dead giveaway that there was much more going on than anyone knew, she continued to watch as the music began, a ukulele, he had never used that one before
"I wake up in the morning
Sinking halfway to the bottom
There's a loud distorted screaming in my soul
Everything is dark and empty
And I don't know how to fix it
So I curl up in a ball
And cry in the comfort of my home
I don't know why
I feel like shit
I say I'm fine but I'm not fine
I'm dying inside
And all I see are demons
I try to hide
All my deepest feelings
I'm dying inside
And all I see are demons
I try to hide all my deepest feelings
I think there's something wrong with me
'Cause all I see is death
Everytime I go outside
I look like I've been doing meth
And I sleep for nineteen hours on a Thursday afternoon
And every now and then I cough up blood
And I don't know what to do
I don't know why
I feel like shit
I will not see a therapist
Ladies and gentlemen,
If you wanna fucking kill yourself
Put your fucking hands up (yeah!),
Razor blades in the air everybody (yeah!)
(*Coughing*)
Ay, oh, ay, oh, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, help, help, help, help, help, help, HELP!
I'm dying inside
And all I see are demons
I try to hide all my deepest feelings
I'm dying inside
And all I see are demons
I try to hide all my deepest feelings"
K thats that then, this is just insight to what his music is like and how he is known and all that, cya
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Pain behind the song
FanfictionIzuku midoriya does indeed have a quirk, however that quirk is severely misjudged and he was bullied because of it, he was abused because of it and he was reborn because of it
