Pain behind the song

Chapter 8

Had to fix the chapter names again 😑

The building Izuku was held in was part of the main headquarters for the LOV and 8 precepts of death that they made when they teamed up with the LOV getting material and doing the dirty work whilst the 8 precepts of death focused on their experiments. For 5 weeks they had tortured Izuku with knives, electricity to fire. But he didn't crack. Not in the way they hoped anyway.

They had guessed that he was going through PTSD and they were right, they had hoped to use this as he could go through very drastic personality changes but the one he got wasn't villainous at all, he was just cocky and wanted nothing more than to protect his friends and piss of his captors. He had found after 2 weeks that when he sung they got annoyed. It was funny because his singing usually brought joy. The whole time he was there he could see through the window to his 3 little sisters, however they couldn't see his chained up and scared body, they could only hear him sing. And that was a big reason why it pissed everyone off

"🎶🎶🎶I live in a constant state of fear and misery
Do you miss me anymore?
And i don't even notice when it hurts
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore🎶🎶🎶" if you recognise these lyrics then your epic

As he finished Inko burst into the room and stormed over to him, she raised her right hand and slapped him as hard as she could. The slap made a loud noise and she turned satisfied with the hit and went to leave "hahaha" she heard from the teen behind her, she turned to look at him and as she did he just started laughing more "AHAHAHAHA CALM DOWN!" he laughed at her, she gained a tick mark on her forehead and punched a wound on his shoulder, he winced a little but the pain wasn't that bad anymore

"Stupid brat" she muttered as she stormed out slamming the door in the process.

You may be thinking "damn the kids gone insane" but that is quite the opposite, he uses himself as a distraction so that his little sisters aren't harmed because he doesn't want to kill, and seeing them be hurt would be enough to make him crack, he was sure of that. But that also didn't mean his mind wasn't going fragile, it was the reason he got so much out of their annoyance

"Nejire" izuku mumbled to himself as he thought about her, the image of her made him smile and he carried on his singing. It lasted about an hour this time until someone finally came in "DEKU SHUT THE FUCK UP!" bakugou screamed as he came in, Izuku smirked as he looked at the boy and replied saying "oh hi baka-brat... did you get a hair cut?" The response made the teen angry and his hands glowed white "so you do have another quirk" izuku said to the other teen "it was all for one wasn't it?" He asked him, he received no response other than a growl "oh come on you can tell me i wont spill the beans" Izuku joked pissing him off

Unfortunately for Izuku, Katsuki was much stronger than Inko so when he punched him in the gut it actually hurt "oww oww oww... fuck me that hurt" izuku muttered out as Katsuki stormed out and slammed the door

With All Might

The hero sat on his sofa deep in thought, they had checked all over Japan for Izuku and could find him nowhere, was he out of the country? Was he still alive? He could only hope

"He's doing fine y'know" a voice called out, the hero spun around recognising it but saw no one "must be my imagination..." he muttered to himself but the voice laughed out "haha your sort of right toshi, im here through one for all" the voice told him making his eyes go wide "Sensei! You said that he was ok, how do you know?" He asked and the heroes teacher answered saying "although he blocks us from seeing most of it we know he is alive, he seems to be distracting the villains from hurting 3 small children, who we have heard to be his little sisters. His singing seems to annoy the villains as it beings his sisters joy so they leave them and stay on him" she told him

"I see, I suppose it's just like Izuku to think of others at the risk of his own life" the man stated but received no reply from his previous master, he sighed but grinned with determination to find hid son

With Nejire

The poor girl had never been the same after Izuku was taken, granted no body else was either but she was taking it the worst. With the "go ahead" from Aizawa she had gone into his room to remind herself of him, and she was surprised to see that it was like a recording studio, she remembered back to what Bakugou called him and knew it was true, the world famous artist "Deku" was her class mate, and someone she had grown to love in such a short time

She missed his green and white hair, his piercing green eyes, when he mumbled without realising and just his general presence.

She never left his room after she entered, she refused to. She blamed herself so much for not being able to save him.

She had his music playing, it was soothing for her, a reminder of his voice, listening to the lyrics she wondered what had happened to him in his life for him to sing like this, she had narrowed it down pretty well, and she was sure of a couple things

Abused
Bullied
Neglected
Hated
Discriminated
Lonely
Sadness
Pain

They were all present in his songs, and that was evident not only by their words but by his voice. She had stumbled across a song he was working on, he had called it sanctuary, and the words made her think of the relations he had with the boy that attacked them, they seemed to know each other and they seemed, no they did hate each other.

For aslong as she had known him she knew she had some sort of feeling for the boy, at first she thought it was respect and admiration for the strength and kindness he showed to her, but she knew now, that all along, since their first meeting

It was love

"I love you Izu" she cried to her self as she clutched the duvet of his bed and let the tears flow, if only she knew he felt the same