"Not to be that type of person but why can't he not come?" It's not that I don't like the kid...actually yes it is. I don't like him and for some reason I always find myself always wanting to know more.
"Hyung I don't see why you hate it so much?" Don't see why? Is he really this dumb? Jungkook is so problematic.
"Hoseokie listen, Jungkook may be cute- he is small and annoying."
"He is cute isn't he? Hey no point in being embarrassed, Jungkook is hot. Don't let him hear you say that you're more his type than his ex." For some reason I feel pleased. The thought of being better than someone he tried to be intimate with is truly amazing.
We sit on his bed just talking for a while. Until there is a knock at the door then it opens. I'm sure Hoseok can see I'm confused because he just nods and gets up.
He hides behind his bedroom room and gestures for me to sit in the middle of the bed. You can hear footsteps on the wooden floors and a then they stop. "Hands up were I can see 'em! Under arrest for your looks those things ki— you're not Hoseok..." I shake my head and he sits on the bed. I see Hoseok trying to compose himself.
"Ah the crime of flirting with another? Jk how dare you?" He holds a finger gun to his head. Finger Guns really? I'm so stupid.
"Hobi! I missed you~ sorry for showing up on such late notice but just because I'm gay doesn't mean I wanna hear my best friend moaning some guys name when I'm next door...now do I Hoseok?"
"No...I apologized!" He swung his arms around the younger's neck. They talk and laugh completely ignoring me. But why wouldn't they?
"Cute-Hyung I haven't seen you recently...miss me?" He winks. I don't think I've regretted coming here more than now.
He sat there waiting for NamJoon to show up. I don't know where he's been going but he hasn't been at the dorm lately. Jungkook was here asking me on my whole life.
Instead of Joon showing up. We sat and watched Up. It was a nice movie for little kids but after a while. Everything hits differently.
"Aww Hyung it's just a movie don't cry." He takes a tissue and wipes a non existent tear from my check.
"Fuck off I'm not crying."
"Oh Hyung you are, on the inside. Let it out Hyung let it out." He throws himself around me. I fall bad onto the couch. His big doe eyes smiling down at me.
"Sorry I'm late- did I interrupt?" NamJoon voice comes through our ears. I shove him off me as quickly as possible.
"Guess I should go, see you around Yoongs," He pulled on his shoes and turned back to wave.
I send him two finger guns. The door shuts. My jaw is open wide as I realized what I did. I'm petrified.
"Did you just-I- Hyung- you...huh?"
"I'm not in the mood"
"Finger guns that's so fucking...bi...are you bi? I knew you weren't straight but you really just shot my man finger guns. Oh I'm living. God Is Real!!"
I'm so stupid. Even thinking back on it. I cringe. I really sent him finger guns. I'm such a fool.
"You okay Yoongs?"
"Super Duper!" Two thumbs up.
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Why can't I just keep calm while he's around. He's attractive but still. Hoseok is attractive and I've never done this before.
I don't know when but Hoseok leaves the room. It's just us left and there's a flutter in my chest.
My phone vibrates scaring me.
Hoseok: Yoongi falls in love like a princess
SeokJin: Really? Never imagined him
I do not
Hoseok: Now I know why he didn't wanna meet Jk
Hoseok: Whipped already
SeokJin:what'd he say
Hoseok: he went
Hoseok: "Super Duper" 👍🏻👍🏻
"Hyung I'm sorry for invading your space last week. If you're uncomfortable with me here, I can leave."
"What about Taehyung and Jimin?"
"I have headphones and candles."
"Jeon, even if I did hate you I wouldn't want in the next door to your best friend having sex."
How can I like him when I just met him?
