truly madly deeply

[eng] stay ➳ hey say jump

genre : fluff (i guess?), failed angst
pair : reader x hey say jump member
warning : so shooort, grammar errors, lowercase
author note : you can freely imagine yourself with your fav

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"i didn't mean to push you away, honey. after all these times, after all these fights... i never meant to kick you out of my life. i... i don't want you to go."

he just stood there, two feets away from me, frozen.

"i hurt you. yes, i hurt you so bad." i cried, so hard til i can't feel the tears anymore. "selfishly, i want you to stay. here, to hug me, to kiss me. but... i've hurt you."

i fight the urge to sob. "that's why it's okay for you to leave. the door is open."

i expect him to leave anytime soon. but, instead of walking away, he smile.

i don't understand why does he smile.

i never got a chance to process the moment, until i felt a pair of hands embraced me.

"it's okay to hurt me," he said between the hug. "just hurt me if you feel like to do it. i'll stay. here. next to you. no matter what happened.

i love you."

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(a/n)
i know i'm sucks at building feeling from the character, but... i tried, okay?