I was supposed to enjoy this short vacation- a day as an escapade, away from stress and people who kept on dragging me and one of them is Ieous.
How ironic that this asshole is with me and I am currently baby sitting him because he's sick! I should've left him in the pool! This disgusting prick just puke on my thighs and vagina! All I asks was a one day vacation sa Southbeach, Miami and all I get was nursing this fvcker.
Naiinis ako sa kaniya pero hindi ko magawang lublobin siya sa pool dahil hindi ko gawaing manakit ng mahina. Tyaka ko na siya lulob-lobin kapag wala na siyang sakit.
"Sorry." Kanina pa niya binabanggit ang salitang iyan sa akin. Ako naman itong hindi kumikibo.
Grabe, naligo kami ng sabay at nag toothbrush na rin pero ako rin ang nagpaligo sa kaniya dahil nanghihina parin siya. Grabe parang mawawalan na ata ako ng kepyang kakalinis ko, kadiri talaga sinukahan niya ako. Pero washing him was the real deal. I felt like I was tortured for 20 minutes. I touched every crevices of his body, even his penis but he doesn't have any reaction. He's sick and I was horny.
Hindi ko naman kasi maitago 'yung pagkabitin ko. Lagi na lang ganito nangyayari, lilibugan pero hindi lalabasan. Wala naman ako magawa, alangan makipag-make out ako sa kaniya edi ako naman ang nagkasakit.
Nagsuot na siya ng damit pero ako naka-robe parin. Hawak ko ang blower, hindi pwedeng hihiga siya ng basa ang buhok.
"Can you sit first?" I asked anxiously. He nodded and pulled himself up. He sat on the edge of the bed, feet on the ground. I climb into the bed and knelt while facing his back.
I turned-on the blower and started to dry his hair.
"This feels like we're married couple." He weakly said with a faint chuckle at the end.
"Hindi sinusukaan ang asawa." I dryly remarked.
"Syempre, kaya kita sinukaan kasi you're not yet my wife. If we got married,hindi kita susukaan." He grinned. I rolled my eyes.
I couldn't believe this man is sick. Kalokohan lang naman lumalabas sa bibig niya.
"Yeah what ever, thanks for ruining my one day vacation for myself." I was being sarcastic.
He became silent. Patuloy lang ako sa pagpapatuyo ng buhok niya.
"About the party..." he paused in hesitation. I remained quiet. "I genuinely apologizing for my action. I was being insensitive, I didn't care less about your feelings. I was just..."
Patuloy parin ako sa pagpapatuyo ng buhok niya. Sa totoo lang labas sa tenga lahat ng sinasabi niya sa akin ngayon.
"Nagseselos lang ako." He whispered but I heard it clearly.
It made me stop. My hand stopped moving. I was not moving an any inch, for just a second. I realize that this is Ieous, a very smooth talker who's good turning the tables. He kept on charming me but I know that he just want to see me defeated always. Like me, alam ko na nakikita niya ako bilang isang competitor. This guy sees everything as an competition. I know bevause we emit the same smell. He hates losing, and so do I.
"Hindi ko alam sinasabi mo pero kahit ano pang sabihin mo, tulad ng sinabi ko at sasabihin ko ulit hindi ako nakakalimot. Mali parin iyong pinagtawanan niyo ang trabaho ng kasama ko. Kung para sa inyo nakakataas kayo pwes mali kayo. Pare-parehas lang tayong mamatay kung anong meron tayo ngayon, hindi panghabang buhay. Kung ngayon ay nangunguna ka sa industriyang ito, pag patay ka na mawawala sa iyo 'yan at kung mapunta ka man sa langit pero sa impyerna katalaga babagsak,-- sure ako doon..."
