Change is possible// Jungkook FF✔️✔️ (rewriting again)

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I heard someone walking towards me as I heard the water dripping down.

I knew it was Mark or Jungkook. But I just couldn't trust anyone at that point.

I just got a death threat from someone that is unknown to me. It could be anyone that I know. Anyone, Y/N.

I felt someone touch my shoulder and I jump, frighten as ever.

I look at him and saying "Don't touch me, ever!" I run away, leaving Mark, confused.

Jungkook was just watching me run away, in the water that he was playing in before I ran off.

I don't know where I am going. All I know it that I don't want to be around anyone at all. I don't want to be near anyone right now. I just want to be alone for a while. All I can do is run. Run away is the best thing I could do right now. I stop running until I felt breathless. I don't want to die.

My vision was getting more and more blurred, which I didn't care what happen to me at this point.

All I know is that I want to be safe.

The only person who said I was safe was Jungkook. He is not here. He is not here keeping his promise he made me. He shut me out, once again.

I start crying again, just thinking about him.

Why does he change me, making me sad and everything like that?

At that moment, I heard someone, running towards me.

I just sit on the ground, crying and he hugs me, really tightly. He whispers "I am sorry, I'm here now."

I didn't care about his words just him being here with me was enough for me.

I quietly say "J-Jungkook, thank you."

He lets me, cry in his chest, like he wants to protect me from everything out there in life.

I step back, realizing what I was doing.

Why did I lean on him? Why? He is not going to be there for me every time, I cry or get hurt.

"What is it, Y/N?" He asked me with a little concern in his voice, while he looks at me.

I just walk away, not answering his question.

Where am I going? Where can I go? Where? That is safe for me to go.

I stop running because I was breathless and I didn't know what to do.

I look around and I see nothing that I was familiar with. I sigh loudly, like everyone could hear me.

Really, there was no one around to care. I lost Lisa, Mark, and my dad.

I lost everyone in my life.

Everyone.