But we're friends (A mitsuboru story)

Chapter 10

"You have to tell him today" my mind has been saying the same things for the past two weeks. I have been struggling on weither to tell boruto that I love him or not. Everything in me screamed yes but when I see him it's like I freeze and my body decides not to even think about opening it up.

However today was different why? No reason, but I knew that today I just had to tell him. I had to get it off my chest, I had to know if he feels the same way or not I had to know everything because I was so sick of these annoying voices in my head, I was sick of hurting my self every single day watching him and not being able to kiss him or hug him like I want to I needed to figure it out, to know if this person is my sun or not.

I take a cold bath, thinking about every single detail of what should I say. Thinking of every single reaction he might give me and preparing myself for everyone of them. I get out side and wear my clothes, these thoughts, these tiring voices I'm going to get rid of them soon. I take a deep breath and walk outside, gathering every single piece of confidante I have.

"Okay, come on since all three of you are here. Let's go" sensei waved with his arm for us to motion behind him. Ofcourse we had a small C-ranked mission. It wasn't much, but okay. I didn't really pay much attention to what happened during the whole mission. "Mitsuki... Mitsuki hey dattebasa" boruto waved him arm in front of me "come on the faster we are done with this the faster I get to go back to my burger shop dattebasa, so yeah don't just stand there and look at the ground." I shake my head and he looked at me with a smile. Those eyes, so blue, so clear. It hurts, how just how will I tell him...

The mission was shortly over. Me and boruto and sarada where heading to the burger restaurant or whatever it is." Your in love with him" sarada whispered next to me. My body shot up "Is it that clear to everyone?" she sighed "No don't worry I'm a good observer, when do you plan on telling him." T-today" she gave me a small smirk "hn... Good luck" and with that she she walked up to boruto then left. "I guess it's just me and you dattebasa" my handsome sun looked back at me and gave me a smile. I felt my already heavy breath get heavier and I felt a litllr dizzy. "Boruto" I slowly collected myself "Yes?" can I tell you some thing " he tilted his head a bit to the side a bit confused yet still smiled." As I told you the first time you can ask me and tell me anything I'm your friend mitsuki "friends... Will that change now or will it just remain forever the same.

" WHAT" he screamed in surprise. "I'm sorry boruto, but it's the truth i cant stop my feelings anymore. I lowered down my head, I couldn't let him see my red face or my watery eyes. I held back the tests that scream and his confused look was everything I got. I turned around and started running. Running away, mixed emotions were with me as I ran far away. I just wanted to keep running and running. I wanted to hide forever.

I sat there, next to my window looking at konoha. Heart break hurts, it really does, my whole body was aching, my heart felt like it was on fire. I stared into the village "I was wrong..."

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"Misuki..." he hissed my name out. I looked up at him, my eyes were still a little puffy and my face was still wet. He came closer to me and wiped the tears away then patted my head. "Welcome back..."

A/N:hi everyone.... Please don't kill me for the ending I love you and if u need any explanation about what happened at the end  just tell me