June 19, 2019
6:10pm
I feel my inner child dying / each time each time
swallow me whole, please if you must / but oh, don't make me suffer so, the ocean in my chest is threatening to flood / this weight I carry, I can no longer tame it / its gonna eat all of us alive / our last breaths will be prayers unanswered, screams drowned out by mother sea / she will wash us of our sorrows / won't she?
what will you do to stop it? / I can no longer hold the leash I have on my temper / I need something to break / something to destroy, to drain of its purity / something to make bleed / I will make you bleed for this. / I will I will I will
she says, 'don't be upset' / I say, 'when judgement day comes I will look upon this world and smile as it burns to ash / and laugh. ' as the sea, my one mother, washes it clean of my hurt
