December 29, 2019
5:17 pm
falling in love awakened something in me I care not to look at straight in the eye / for I am no longer the girl I was /
the wrath of love swirls inside me /
woman scorned, cursed to lament lost passions evermore /
I detach myself from that existence /
I pluck the stake buried in my heart - ! / the wound gapes open wide like a silent wail / looks up at me with sorrowful eyes / how could you do this? how could you let it happen? /
I shrug and walk onward /
old blood coagulates around my chest / the hole in me grows larger /
a girl shaped void, I long ago took the identity upon myself /
I bow to the old god on earth I prayed to /
I bow out I bow out - /
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a/n: last poem of the year! this will be the end of this collection. xo thank you for the support and thank you for coming along with me on this lil journey, this collection was definitely a diary. ive definitely changed.... despite the good and the bad, I am still here and I will rise again from all sorrows and pain..life is beautiful! thank you!
