"She always go hard for me"
~Autumn pov~
Later that night
We were just laying on the couch cuddling watching a rewind of star since my show got cancelled
Noah and Alex sex scene came on , ion know about anybody else but I can't watch sex scenes on TV with people around me I just feel weird and stuff , like I cant explain it
"Must be nice" I whispered looking at it
YB shifted under me and I pulled out my phone
"I know that ain't YB getting hard off no TV show" I recorded him while laughing
"Man I ain't getting on nun yet" He grabbed his pants
"You ain't gotta lie pooh" I stopped recording and saved it to my gallery
"Why you keep callin me YB" he looked at me
"Because that's what everyone calls you except for yo family right" I looked up from my phone
"Cause I am confusion" I looked around shrugging
"Yeah you right , but you can call me by my name ion really care like that" he shrugged looking at me
"But I thought you said only special people get to call you kentrell" I looked at him
"Well you is special to me , cause with out you I wouldn't even be able to see my kids again I would've been 6 feet unda already " he licked his lips
"You eva thought about how it would be leaving yo family and kids once you gon for good" I laid back on the couch still looking at him
"Yeah all the time , you know how many niggas want me dead or in jail" he scoffed
"Well I rather you be in jail then dead all together" I breathed out
"Why you say that" he looked back at me
"Cause kentrell when you in jail you get to see yo family , you get to speak to them , you get to wipe yo ass everyday , you get to go to sleep and wake up the next day , see yo children grow into what you want them to become"
"You get those freedoms in there but when you dead you'on get none of that when you dead you'on get to wipe yo ass no mo , you'on get to wake up outta that casket kentrell you just lay there in that casket gon and just know ain't no coming back , you ain't gon be able to see or do anything for yo kids to grow into the mans you want them to be cause you ain't got no more chances after that you don used them"
"You only get three chances and your out the game"
"I ain't neva looked at it liked that I always thought being dead was betta then my sons seeing me inna cell or threw a glass" he looked at me in the eyes it looked like tears a little in his eyes but I can't lie I was a lil emotional to cause I had to learn that shit the hard way
"It's better for yo kids to see you threw a glass or inna cell or talking to you threw a phone if it means they don't see you in a casket asking why you ain't moving or breathing kentrell" I grabbed one of hands and played with it
"Yeah you right i'll keep that in mind" I seen a tear slip out his eyes and he quickly looked away and wiped it
"You'on got to hide yo tears from me , thugs got feelings to just like everybody else , sometimes you got so much hurt you just gotta let that shit go" I shrugged and pulled him into a hug
"We ain't gon tell nobody about this right" he whispered in my ear
"Nope we ain't gotta tell nobody it's just between me and you and we can call this out rnt" I giggled to myself
"What the fuck is a rnt"
"Real nigga talks" I laughed
"That shit cringier that a bitch" he laughed
"Well that's what i'm calling it till we find sum new" I shrugged and cuddled back in with him
"Well I guess tonight wasn't all that bad with me huh" he asked
"Nigga don't get to happy now walmart is right down the street and i'm not scared to drop you off and leave you there with yo fans for a night" I rolled my eyes
"Whateva you say you know you ain't gon do it ma" he smacked my ass
"Do it again like you crazy" I looked up at him
"It was just a momentarily thing" he shrugged and laughed closing his eyes
After watching a few more minutes of the show I dozed off up under him
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