Reflection | nbayoungboy

I'll do the same for you

"Hold me down and just show me how to love , yeah"

~kentrell pov~

I ran out the door to the Uber getting in waiting for autumn

She didn't come running out behind , somethings wrong very wrong

I got out the car as the Uber man yelled for me but I didn't listen I ran back inside the warehouse

"Autumn" I screamed looking around threw all the smoke

I screamed her name again and again and started to search for her

I got down on the ground and started to pat it

I kept calling her and searching until I bumped into what looked like a figure passed out on the ground

"Autumn" I shook her but she didn't respond

I picked her up and carried her bridal style out of the building burning down in flames , the Uber nigga had pulled off already so I walked us far away from the building and laid her on the ground

"Man fuck"I scratched my head

"Maybe I can try that cpr shit" I mumbled thinking

I started to push down on her chest repeatedly but it wasn't cutting it

I closed her nose and connected our lips and gave her some breaths I kept doing it but nothing was happening

"Come on ma you got to get up" My voice cracked as I pushed down her chest again

"Fuck" I let a tear slip out as I laid my head on her

"Ion know what to , if you die I won't be able to forgive myself" I mumbled

"Say this is all my fucking fault" I screamed and got up kicking the dirt

I went back to her and picked her up bridal style and started running in the direction of the hospital

This wasn't how shit was suppose to go at all , after everything we been through it ain't finna end like this I'll be damned if it does

She came here to save me and now it's time for me to do the same , as many times she's saved my ass I can at least do her this one favor

I was weak and dehydrated at most but I had to keep going , going for her the girl I would neva think to question ha loyalty to me at all , the only one that I'll die for , spent my most valuable time with with that I loved

Ion know what it is that draws me into her so much...I guess I just see me inside of her the personality , the loyalty, the trust , the problems everything

She the reflection of me I can't lie and I see that now maybe that's why I love ha so much

We were close to the hospital , by now all my energy I had left was drained I hadn't eaten or drinkin shit since yesterday morning

"Aye" I yelled coming up to the hospital with tears in my eyes

"Aye" I mumbled as I started to become dizzy

"I can't let go come on" I mumbled to myself as I walked to the hospital doors

I couldn't take it all this emotionally stressed me the fuck out

"You made me a Betta person on the inside" I mumbled falling to the ground with her next to me

"I really tried for us ma I did" I let a tear fall out as I looked up at the stars and grabbed her hand

"When I told you I loved you I meant it for real" I looked at her unconscious body then back at the stars

"Guess this is our pay back and karma for all the sins we've committed" I breathed out as I got more dizzy

"God I'm sorry if I'm not everything you wanted me to be but I promise you if you just bring ha back for me I'll change for the good cause she changed me honestly" I mumbled

"I bet you remba them days I wanted to die when I prayed to you asking for somebody to heal my pain , I thought you wasn't listening to me" I let a few tears slip

"I'm guessing that person was Autumn right , came in always making me laugh and be soft for ha little skittle watamelon shaped head ass" I laughed to myself

"When I'm with ha ion even think about dying man I might be over exaggerating this but I'll take my ass to church if you bring ha back to me" I mumbled

A cold breeze flew by and I seen a star twinkle

"Damn That was all it took , just for me to go to church" I laughed

"I'm just playing man but you ain't have to do me like that foreal but thank you preciate it" I laughed

The door opened and some doctors came running to us

"What's wrong with her" one of the doctors came and checked her pulse

"She became unconscious in a fire" I mumbled as they put her on a griddle and carried her inside

"Come on sir we have to check on you , you look weak" they put me on a girdle and carried me in beside her

"Can you tell them to call my nigga joe he on my contact list" I mumbled before I seen all black

I told her I'll always be da for her , what she do for me i'll always do the same for ha no matta what...

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I honestly was about to end the story right here but I was like Aht aht I ain't gon do that to yall😭