"One will adore me
go to war do anything for me
Always go hard for me
Neva lie now that's real loyalty
Slide on that boy for me
While I shoot she gon drive the car for me"
Maybe all Kentrell needed was a reflection of his self to show all the lov...
"Where were you I was waiting for you all night" I looked at ace that was just standing in front of the door with a blunt smoking
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"I told yo ass I was busy didn't I" he shrugged walking towards the kitchen
"But you were suppose to come to the appointment with me ace" I breathed out getting emotional
"Man I had to handle some business what don't chu understand" he stanked faced me pouring some orange juice in a cup then dropping a pill inside
"You always say that when it comes to me and neva did I once do that shit to you when you asked me to do shit for you" I pointed at him shouting
"You on that bull shit" he chuckled and drunk his juice
"Nah you on that fuck shit you always doing this shit to me , but you don't give a fuck about me or my child" I cried angry breathing hard
"Right now it's fuck you and that child I ain't want that shit anyway" he pushed me to the wall and sat on the couch
"Nigga your the one that said you wanted this shit"
"You promised me that if I rode for you you'll ride for me but you ain't riding the same train I am"
"You said you wanted to be a family , you wanted us to live in a big house with 3 kids and a guard dog " I pointed to him
"You promised some shit that you couldn't keep and I fell for that shit" I yelled crying
"You really getting on my damn nerves, keep whining in my fucking Ear" he got up getting in my face
"If you really want to have that baby I suggest you to go and sit the fuck down somewhere" he mushed my head
"Fuck you , you ain't shit I know you was at that hoe house instead of my baby's fucking appointment" I walked towards the door
"Where the fuck you going" he yelled grabbing my ponytail yanking me back
"Leave me alone" I yelled trying to get loose
"You ain't going no where with my child" he pushed me to the floor and kicked me in my head
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"Stop" I yelled crying
"Nah you gon learn to watch yo fucking mouth when you talking to me bitch" he yelled and spit on my face
"Please stop" I put my hand up to cover my body crying
"Your fucking weak as hell thats why you'll neva be shit without me" he kicked me in my side
"Your going to hurt the baby" I tried to crawl away to protect her
I had found out I was having a girl yesterday at the appointment I was so excited and that's why I wanted him to be there
He kicked me in my back and I fell he was right I was weak I was nothing
He stepped on my back and jumped
"Fuck you , you weak ass bitch and fuck that baby to" he kicked me in my stomach and my lower parts hard
I felt a sharp in my side I looked down and seen my shorts drenched in blood , I felt tears come to my eyes I was in shock , I started to shake In guilt and betrayal
I couldn't believe it I might have just lost my child
Ace walked out the front door and left me to bleed out
I quickly pulled out my phone to call 911
"911 What's your emergency" the lady on the line said
"Please I need help I think I might have just lost.. I think I lost my child I'm bleeding out.. I can't explain can you please send a truck to come get me"
"Yes what's your address ma'am"
I told her my address and In 7 minutes or so they were there
All the neighbors looked as I was carried out on a girdle into the truck
I felt embarrassed, betrayed , misused , double-crossed , mistreated , rough handled , empty all at once
I started to fade away slowly piece by piece until I blacked out
-few hours later-
I awoke and tried to move but it hurted to much
"Oh I'm glad your awake ms.willams" what I'm guessing is the doctor walked in
"Yeah so glad" I looked down at my stomach and rubbed it but I waited for her to kick back but she didn't and I looked up at the doctor
"So I have some good and bad news" the doctor held on to her clipboard and have gave me a sympathetic look
"Well say what it is" my heart started racing
"Well um your family felt that they should tell you I'll go get them" she walked out the room
Aaliyah walked into the room and grabbed my hand
"Where's my dad" I looked around
"He went to go get you some food and told me to come.. tell you the news"
"Oh well go ahead" I rubbed my stomach waiting for my baby girl to kick at least once to give me hope
"Well um" Aaliyah grabbed my hand to stop me from rubbing my stomach
"Autumn your baby is gon they tried all they could but they couldn't save her she wasn't even fully developed yet and you sadly you won't be able to have children anymore"
I looked down at my stomach again and rubbed it
"So that's why she wasn't kicking to my touch" I mumbled and a tear slid out
"Yeah..But I'm not gon tell you it's okay cause it's not we gon find that nigga and we gon kill that nigga together cause she ain't deserve this shit and neither did you"
She grabbed me and gave me a hug
I broke down crying why did this shit have to happen to me what did I do
"I'm so weak I let him do this to her , I..I tried to get away liyah I really did but it only made it worse" I cried more and my breathing became heavy
"Listen to me you are not weak okay your the most strongest toughest person I've Eva met in my life on my momma" Aaliyah pointed to me
"Don't let what that nigga said get to yo head sus you Betta than that we both know that nigga a cap anyways that's what he best at doin"
"Yeah you right..I just...I feel so empty now" I looked down and played with my hands
I just felt so much pain in me that I couldn't explain like I lost apart of myself my humanity side
That nigga ace took everything from me
My virginity, my baby , my natural ability to birth, my heart , my love for anyone , and especially my humanity to have feelings for anyone or anything..
