Its weird
When you start out...
Its hard to reject the food
But then everyday It gets a slight bit more easy
Because when you look at yourself In the mirror
All you ever see is fat...
Your tied to your refelction
Day by day Its easier to push your plate away
To Work out untill you faint
To purge the Night away.
To listen to the voices calling you names .
Because the number on the scale isn't small enough
The gap isn't big enough.
The bones never show enough.
Your never enough.
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I didn't eat at All today All I had was coffee and I feel great.
I am happy I am conquiring the cravings.
I'm going to my grandparents tomorrow and seeing my causin ana (seriously her name is ana)
She is my ana buddy lol she helps me stay strong and keeps me going to lose my weight. Although I have no idea what I weigh I know Its to big. Xxx
I find It harder to lose the weight when you don't have a scale yet keeps me going For the next Time I do hop on to see my number
( this was like a note For me I do not wish anorexia to anyone this is a note For me to write down my thoughts somewhere without people who I know .. knowing I do this to myself )
Remember guys ilysfm <3 stay strong
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