quotes poems and short storys about cutting and anorexia and depression & more

Vent time xc

sawwy guys i need to vent.. i have no one else to talk to atm xc
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my mom is drunk, and is pissing me off, she is grounding me from all social media, she wont even let me talk to my dad x,c
god i need a drink right now, or something to take the pain away xc
im on suicide watch at home xc
CPS is involved because of past situations and because of my suicide attempt last week x,c
she says its all my fault that she is in this mess
honestly i wish cps would take me away right now... xc i kinda just want to run away
or drink
to forget this pain xc
everything is wrong,  i just dont know what to do every smile is fake, my mom hates me
im bullied at school
called mean names
my past from the rape, and abuse and everything is coming back to me xc and i know i bearly know all of you but i just needed to vent xc i dont know its like i keep trying to forget about everything i have done, i feel like people would be better off if i was gone xc just if i got up and left and never came back xc i think im gonna do it ... idk what to do my ED is coming back has been for a while, my need for drugs or drinks is getting worse... and my suicidal thoughts will not go away
my mom dosnt trust me, or anything no one fucking cares or understands.  anything i tell AJ just he dosnt believe me sense my suicide attempt xc and i just cant no one is atually here for me ... i lost my best friend.... there is no one xc i just wish i could feel okay.. or just not feel at all.... i give up xc im not trying anymore
im not trying to be nice, im not going to try to stay clean from self harm or drugs or drinking...
im not gonna try to talk to people
im done I AM FUCKING DONE !!!! I AM TIRED OF BEING TREATED LIKE SHIT AND BEING BULLIED AND PUSHED OVER ! IM TIRED OF PRETENDING TO BE HAPPY! I AM DONE! FUCK LIFE!