Oneshots

Baby, please...(pt 1)

 contains boyxboy, incestual relationships, mentions of alcohol, cutting and age regression. Dont like, don't read :)

  "Come on Shay! I thought you were past this! I thought we were getting better.. Why would you..?" Xander said clearly frustrated with his older brother. Empty bottles of vodka and bloodied cloths sat on the counter, beside the small male who was shaking a little. 

      Shannon blinked, staring up at his lover. His wide silver eyes slowly glazed and he quickly looked down, unable to met Xander's hard gaze. He had sloppily placed bandaids all over the thin cuts that crisscrossed over his thighs; they were now on open display as Xander had done a body check. It left Shannon feeling guilty and he swallowed hard before he opened his mouth then shut it quickly as he shook his head. He couldn't speak. Xander, he..he didn't take that obviously, it only increased his frustration. 

   "Now, Shannon. Talk to me." His worry bled through, he found the blades and empty bottles while looking under the bathroom counters for extra hand soap. He was definitely not prepared for this, he was tired and just wanted a relaxing evening. But, this happened and of course, Xander was starting to get angry with the unnatural silence.

    Shannon still couldn't speak. The darkness was tugging at the edges of his mind. His lower lip wobbled, his shaking increased and hot tears made his eyes glassy. In a split second, it was overwhelming. He couldn't...process. The situation proved to be way too hard to handle, as Shannon started wailing his small hands coming up to cover his face as he sobbed and cried loudly.

    "I sowwy daddy! Sowwy! Sowwy! Sowwy!" He wailed, starting to cough and choke from how worked up he was. He hadn't been able to process, and think through the emotions. He was feeling so weak and helpless that he just involuntarily slipped into his headspace.

   Xander moved quickly, scooping up the crying, and obviously regressed male. He was even more worried now, his frustration immediately melting away. Things were worse than he had expected. He held and soothed the small male, rocking him a little. Shannon slowly relaxed, crying quietly and whimpering as he babbled nonsense into the male's shoulder. Soon enough he went lax, having fallen asleep. Xander studied the small male in his arms. Pastel bandaids, red cheeks and dark bags under his eyes. He would admit he hadn't been around as much as he would like. Med school was rough, and he was suddenly regretting not trying to spend more time with Shannon, who obviously the extra attention.

   He could only wonder what had happened to cause this outburst and relapses. He sighed as he went and tucked his Shay in, popping a paci into the mouth of the other as he lay down beside him and simply began playing with he silver locks of the other. He knew it would keep his baby relaxed. He slowly drifted off to sleep himself, A frown set on his face as he clutched his lover close. Their talk could be postponed until the morning...

Okay, this is part one. Comment I guess if you want me to continue. I was just, playing around and wrote this short thing. Xander is a character belonging to KingBug_