without you {lee felix}

two

it was the next day since i last talked to freddy and i feel bad. maybe he really was mad...

felixfreckles915: Hey, sorry. 
9:10 am delivered

wemissfelix: well good morning?
9:12 am received

felixfreckles915: Good morning, but i'm sorry
9:12 am delivered

wemissfelix: for? you didn't do anything
9:13 am received 

a wave of relief came crashing down, thank god. it may not be a big deal but he's my only friend as of now so i need him in a way.

felixfreckles915: Oh, I thought you were mad i said changjin was real?
9:13 am delivered

wemissfelix: no, i wouldn't do that lol
9:14 am received

felixfreckles915: Oh, well um if you're comfortable with it would you rather talk through text?
9:14 am delivered

wemissfelix: i'm not comfortable to give away my number bUt, i could give you my icloud.
9:15 am received

felixfreckles915: Sure! 
9:15 am delivered 

wemissfelix: changbinsmuscles@icloud.com
9:15 am received

felixfreckles915: Oh, wow lol, expect my text
9:16 read

i put the icloud as a contact and texted him.

me: It's Yoona :)

freddy: hii

me: So, why are you always so active?

freddy: thought i should ask you the same

freddy: im active because my mom wont let me get a job

me: Oh, i'm active because it's summer and i have nothing to do. I am a baby sitter but the family is in america.

me: But why won't your mom let you? You don't have to answer.

freddy: she says it's for my safety.

me: Over protective? That's how my dad is. Not going to lie, he was hoping you were gay.

freddy: very much so. and wow, why? 

me: Like i said, he's over protective and doesn't want me to um, like date? But i told him we just met so he didn't you know, assume anything.

freddy: oh i um, i'm straight. i swear, but don't tell changbin.

me: Your secret is safe with me

freddy: good, anyway, should't you eat?

me: Good idea lol

me: If you're not busy and comfortable with it, would like to accompany me while i perhaps burn the house down? :)

freddy: gLadly.

i wasn't expecting him to agree, but he did. i clicked his icon and facetimed him.

he answered almost immediately, "hello?"

oh my rubber ducky. his voice was really deep and groggy, i'm guessing the morning caused it.

"hello." i reply with my camera facing to my bts and twice posters not wanting to show my ugly morning face.

"nice posters." he chuckled.

"oh, um thanks." i say, "do you like them?"

"i'm a hardcore twice stan, well behind stray kids." he says yawning after.

"i can agree." i laugh, i took my phone to the kitchen and set it down.

"do you really think you'll burn the house down?" he asks. he screen was black not showing his face.

"i hope not." i say grabbing the pancake mix from the cabinet.

"who wears bras to bed?" he suddenly says catching me off guard.

i realized i'm reaching above my phone and my shirt came up.

i quickly moved from the frame and apologized many times, "i-i'm so sorry. please don't hate me." i say setting my phone on the island away from me but where we can still hear each other.

"it's fine, i couldn't hate you." he says laughing making me more embarrassed. 

"at least you didn't see my face. that's even scarier." i laugh.

"i doubt it." he says in denial.

"i don't." i say.

"don't what?" a voice calls from the front door. i, once again, drop the mix and turn around.

at the door was my brother, who was supposed to be in korea.

"jinyoung!" i say excited running towards him.

he hugged me with his bags in his hands, "hey."

"what are you doing here?" i say backing away.

"well it's summer?" he laughs.

"oh yeah! come, i'm making breakfast." i say dragging him to the kitchen.

"where'd you go?" freddy asks.

"oh, my brothers home. i'll call you later." i say hanging up.

"who's that." jinyoung asks.

"my friend, we met on twitter." i explain.

"and you're already giving your number away?" he asks.

"yeah? he's a stray kids fan so i decided to text him." i say while grabbing a bowl.

"wait, hold on. you met a boy, maybe even a 50 year old creep, on twitter?" he asks with a louder voice.

"i'm 17, i know what i'm doing." i say.

"he sounded dangerous." he defends.

"he just woke up." i argue.

"how do you know it's morning time?" he shoots back.

"he's in sydney." i reply.

"you told him where you live didn't you?" he sighs.

"no, just said i was in melbourne." i say.

"well be careful." he says in a quieter tone. 

with that, we finished breakfast and watched movies majority of the day.

more imagining, jinyoung from got7 but not in got7... maybe :)