~The Tea~ •》Rant Book I《•

Not a Crush

THIS IS NOT IN AMY WAY RELATED TO THE FIRST TWO CHAPTERS

So like

Theres this kid

He's a year younger than me

Rising freshman

Didn't go to my middle school

Isn't going to my high school

Only knows me through this summer thing that lasts like a week

He likes me

I dont like him

For a lot of reasons

He's cringy
Way into memes
Like rly bad memes
High pitch voice for a 14 year old
Skinny af
Not my type
Theres more
I just choose not to say them

I'm friends with someone who was friends with him for a long time

She helped me

We teamed up and acted as if she was at my house and I was talking to him through her insta account bc mine "wasn't working"

It was working I just didnt wanna talk to him straight

I just texted her through insta what "I" was saying and she sent it to him through her insta

I told him I didn't like him

Then i decided to be nice
Accepted his friend request
Let him follow me
Biggest.
Mistake.
Of.
My.
Life.

So I told him I didnt like him

AND

HE JUST
KEPT
TRYING

LIKE NO MEANS NO WHEN I SAY I DONT LIKE YOU I DONT LIKE YOU OKAY!?

LIKE MY FRIEND EVEN POSTED THIS ON HER INSTA STORY PURPOSELY DIRECTED AT HIM:

HE CLEARLY DIDNT GET THE MESSAGE

I DECIDED TO BE NICE AGAIN SAID WE COULD STAY FRIENDS

I WASNT FRIENDS WITH HIM IN THE FIRST PLACE

LIKE NEVER EVER IN MY LIFE WAS I FRIENDS WITH HIM

EVER

AND THEN HE LIKE TELLS ME HIS FREAKING LIFE STORY LIKE THE FIRST TIME HE COOKED AND HOW HE MET MY FRIEND (the one that helped me)

AND IM LIKE

I.
DONT.
CARE.

AND HE TEXTED MY FRIEND RIGHT AFTER AND SHE TEXTED ME ABOUT IT

HE WAS LIKE

"Do close friends tell each other their life stories?"

THATS LITERALLY WHAT HE TEXTED HER

AND SHE SCREENSHOTTED IT AND SENT IT TO ME

LIKE I ALREADY WAS NICE ENOUGH

1) TO LET HIM FOLLOW ME
2) FOLLOWED HIM BACK BC HE ASKED
3) LET HIM BE FRIENDS WITH ME

AND NOW HE WANTS TO BE CLOSE FRIENDS

LIKE
FRIENDS WASNT ENOUGH I GUESS!

AND HE KEEPS ASKING ME IF I HAVE FREE TIME AND IM LIKE NO IM VOLUNTEERING

LIKE I ACTUALLY HAVE RESPONSIBILITIES AND A LIFE AND IM GUESSING EVERY TIME HE ASKS IF IM FREE HE WANTS TO ASK ME OUT

I DONT WANT TO GO OUT WITH HIM

I ALREADY SAID NO

APPARENTLY THE WORD NO HAS LOST ITS MEANING IN THIS WORLD

UGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGH

I CANT WITH MY LIFE RNNNNNN

AGHGHHHHH

SOMEONE HELP ME

PLS SEND HELP

PLEASE

IM BEGGING YOU

LIKE I ALREADY AGREED TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU AND YOU WANT TO GET CLOSER

I ALREADY SAID NO

HE'S LIKE TRYING TO GET CLOSER TO ME IN HOPES THAT I WILL LIKE HIM BACK

NO

NEVER

JUST STOP

AJKSJSKSJSJKSKSKSKKSSKSKSKKS

I'm gonna go cry now

I have too much drama in my life