Life After (A Boys Over Flowers Fanfiction)

Chapter 29 First Love Reaching Out

Things were smooth sailing the grand opening of Moon Star boutique and book cafe was a total success it was jam pack everyone was impress by who the place looks , everyone is happy and enjoying as friends and family gathered in such ocasion after not seeing much of each other the pass months and as the celebration continues inside the said place their are two people who once close with each other in the pass that seems to be close yet now look so far from each other even they are seeing each other greeting or talking yet they haven't really seeing each other unlike before as time pass were a lot of things happen between them within all those years that they're apart for one was still in love with the same person after pushing that person away thinking it was the best thing to do while the other one has move and fall in love again but fate seems cruel for him as the one he falls in love with was in love withe someone else that is also one of the closes person in his life, which make him love the girl from afar in the most simplest way possible he can but on the other hand the girl who left years ago and turned down the love that has given her way is now back detrimen to win back his heart and the love that she had lost years ago.

Sujin.

i am very happy everything went well the opening was such big success i know it would no doubt about but what makes me more happy was the fact that everyone i cared for is here even him his here i know it was not for me why he is here but still i am glad to see him so i gather my courage and went up to him to make some small talk alright here goes nothing go sujin you can do this
Covo

Sujin

'' Hi Ji Hoo glad you could come and nice seeing you again ,

Ji Hoo

Yeah well sure i would come jandi and jun pyo are my friends our friends i don't see why not by the way congrats you've done well to the place looks great.

Sujin

Thanks but how did you knew i did this. she ask him.

Ji Hoo

Jandi.

Sujin

I see and thanks glad you liked it, jihoo can we talk please.

Jihoo

Sure about what .

Sujin

Us

Ji Hoo

What about us sujin what do you mean to say .

Sujin

Jihoo what i mean to say is i still love you and i am sorry that i had push you away before it's wrong i shouldn't done that i know that now and i also this is not the right time and place for me to say this to you but just wanna let you know the true reason i came back the truth is it's really because of you the offer jandi gave me to help her do manage her business was the chance i took to comeback she knows this jihoo and i know i may sound stupid and desperate but i don't care for if there is one thing i learn from what jun pyo and jand i have been is that you do not give up on love that you should fight for it whatever it takes .

Jihoo

Sujin yes you are right now is not the right time and place to talk about this and i admit did not expect for you to say this to hear all of these things from you and yes i was really hurt when you push me away when i went after you in paris but after that i come to realize some things about myself that when i thought i love you , you were right after all i was in love with somebody else but when i decide to pursue after her it was too late for me as for she was already in love with someone else and that person is also very dear to me and i can't afford to hurt that person that made me love that women from affar loving her in the most possible way i can without hurting or breaking any fondtion we had within each other and even at times it hurts i accepted it i give way for them to be happy and they are now but the thing between you and me were over years ago and i am not saying this just to hurt you i just wanna be honest after all we been friends and i care for you may not the same way as before but i still do which is why i don't want you to expect something from me when i am not sure if i can give you the same thing you want from me or if i can bring back the same feeling i have for you before to begin with for a lot of things have changed it been years and between those times we're apart you have changed so do i we are different from who we are before that is why i'm saying this to you,
I'm sorry sujin i don't want to hurt you for once you've part of my life and that will never change that is why i don't want to give you false hopes about us as i can't promise you anything there is.

Sujin
I understand you don't need to say sorry i already expected this to happen even it hurts but it's the truth i was just thankful for you being honest with me and to know that you still care,
I'm happy with that really but please may i asked you of this please let me love you this way i will never force you to it if you really don't feel that way like i do but just let me be for this is my choice i am willing to take this chance with you no matter how small may it seemed it's alright with me i know i will be hurt by this choice i made but this is the risk but then again this is the risk i am willing take for i won't give up to show you how much i love you on how much you mean to me.