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Bro, lately my chest feels tighter struggling through this dark storm. Not wanting to question my Lord why. In submission, I'm praying for serenity. Hoping my heart may be at ease. So my mind may grant me a day free from pain. Bro, even around loved ones my body feels numb. I'm trying. I promise. I want to reach out my hand to you. But I do not want to trouble you. You don't deserve to carry this extra baggage. Bro, Am I too soft for this feeling this way? Please answer me truthfully. If I die today, would they remember me?
I feel so restless. I can't put my heart at ease. Am I wrong for wanting peace? I suffer from sleepless nights that drives my soul insane. I'm breathing but am I even alive? I've become an empty vessel that only feels pain. I question myself for the position I'm placed in. Because the tunnel that I'm stuck in is caving in. Yet, I prostrate daily with a tearful heart and a faithful soul that's dying to restart. My loved ones don't at all realise that I'm crying inside. Please forgive me for telling you this brutally. But if died today, I hope they will remember me.
~Marvellous Beauty
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