I want to stop everything and look in the mirror,
Do I like my face or my voice which has gone pale?
Do I like shiny make-up on my eyes
or just want to hide the marks from the tears I shed last night?
Isn't there an end, a stop or a pause button
that will just make everything silent
Drowning in the ocean of my emotions
I have created so that I can feel, when my body goes numb underwater
when my hands cannot move any longer when I'll be able to destroy every fiber of my being
That is when I will truly breathe
When I don't have to be stressed about anything, when I don't feel like a disappointment
when my body will just give up, That is when I will truly breathe
When I will jump from a building and let gravity kiss me
when I will hang myself from the ceiling and let my air pipes combined
That is when I will truly breathe
If you have ever felt this way, but are stopping for some reason, I hope that reason stays forever
but fuck everyone who says that giving up is a coward act, it isn't!
It is the most courageous one in my opinion when one has become free of all the duties,
all the relations, all the shit and fuck all that stupid fake happiness, when I would be able to kill myself, That is when I will finally breathe
A/N: No words! :[] Till next time
P.S My intention is not to promote suicidal thoughts, these are some random words I came up with, if anyone is suffering from any such problem, I really hope from all my heart that you find a way to deal with your demons.
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