TKIS <<NOMIN>>

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~•KAKO TALK•~
7 CRXCKHEADS YEET
PARTICIPANTS: 7

@ Jae_Nana_Min
Can you all stop spamming me
I'm literally not in the fucking mood as you can probably tell
Just leave me alone

@ Jenojam
But jaemin we were just worried

@ Jae_Nana_Min
No you weren't. Why the fuck would any of you care.
I'm nobody. You all have someone, Ji will soon and so will LeLe because they both are really fucking obvious
But me?
I won't have anyone and I never will

@ Morkus
Jaemin don't say that. You will find someone

@ Jae_Nana_Min
No I won't! Because the new guy I want is already fucking taken and I can't do shit about that
It's useless Mark
I'll never get anyone

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Slicing the already blood stained razor deep into his skin, he let out another tear of pain. He didn't know what hurt more, this or his heart. He had simply met him at the wrong time. And it hurt him so bad. He didn't want to fall for the said boy, but it was hard not to. His soft honey brown hair, well built body, sharp jawline, anyone would swoon over him, and his heart did. But the pain from his old lover was still there, physically and mentally.

A knock at the door pushed him back to reality and he covered his wrists and the razor with the blanket on his bed

"Yeah??" He shouted out

"There's food downstairs come and eat with me and Taeyong" Jaehyun said

"I'm not hungry" Jaemin said back

"You haven't eaten today Jae and I know you haven't so come down and eat"

"Fine, I'll be down in a second" Jaemin head an ok from Jaehyun before hearing his footsteps leave from the door. Jaemin sighed before getting up and grabbing a hoodie - making sure the razor was back where it was when he got it - and went downstairs to eat with his brother and his brothers boy friend.

Just as he walked into the living room the door bell rang.

"I'll get it" Jaemin said and opened the door.

"B-Beomgyu?? The fuck you doing here" Jaemin asked Yeonjuns friend

"I don't have long but I'm here to apologise for Juns actions. They were fucked up and I wouldn't expect him to do such things. But I'm here to warn you as well, I think he will be back soon so if you go out please have someone with you at all times even in the house. I'm not trying to scare you too much but I don't want you to get hurt again. I saw you as a brother and I still will but please be careful ok. I'll see you later" Beomgyu smiled at Jaemin before walking off. Jaemin closed the door and banged his head on it before walking back to where jaehyun was

"Who was it??" He asked and Jaemin shook his head

"No one to worry about"

"Jaemin, Who was it??" Jaehyun asked again

"It-It was one of Juns friends. No biggie, he won't hurt me I know he won't, he was the first one to find me after that and he comforted me and almost killed Jun so I know he won't hurt Me. He just wanted to warm me that he might come back but do worse. He cares for me Hyung, I know he does" Jaemin smiled at Jaehyun and Jaehyun sighed

"I just want you to be safe Jae, you know that"

"Yeah" He smiled at them before placing the knife down

"I'm gonna shower then I'll be back down, unless you two have something else planned" Jaemin said and Taeyong laughed

"No we don't. Wanna watch a movie??" He asked and Jaemin nodded before going back upstairs.

He closed the door to his room and broke down. He was honestly scared. No terrified, he couldn't handle Yeonjun anymore and he didn't want to be in a life where he's scared. He needs to end this but doesn't know how to.