I've have gone away for a while. I have not been home. I have not seen my family nor friends and no electronics. This trip was much needed. I got to do what I want. I got to discover what my so heart desires. I've collected myself. I'm happy. The happiness that holds within my heart is big. I am full of love. I do not think of the boy as much as I would. At times he pops up but I blow it off because I know he is off elsewhere. I'm okay with that. I'm doing better on this trip. Sadly I will be home soon.
People say , those who stay up late are hurting and not healthy. But I am perfectly fine. I dance in the room that I am given all night and walk in the night. I paint and read. Everything I do that makes me happy. I am happy with who I am. I love me and that's all that matters.
Someone recently spoke of their feelings towards me. I turned them down though because I am a friend to them. I desire nothing more. I have much on my plate. They took it fine and said they'll wait. But we will do remain friends.
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