Chapter 1. Oh Baby

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We had an amazing time away, just us.

A couple of months later

Watching a film with Zak and I'm feeding Alexander our daughter, His phone rings with a message

Zak P.O.V

Lily has gone into labour and it feels weird that I'm having a baby with another woman I am scared because this baby is 7 weeks early. I leave reassuring Jo.

Jo P.O.V

Lily is in labour and all my fears come rushing back, our daughter is only a few months old. Everything is changing.

Zak P.O.V

When I reach the Hospital I have missed the birth an emergency C-Section and Lily is ok but my baby is in special care so I stay for an hour and hope to come back tomorrow

Jo P.O.V.

When he arrives home he looks distant so I go to him but he walks straight upstairs. I find him sat on the edge of our bed, head in his hands I think he is crying. I sit next to him "You can talk to me" he looks at me "I just feel helpless, seeing him so tiny, I'm scared Jo " My heart breaks for him. I reach for his hand he takes it. "He is in the best place he will be ok " he squeezes my hand gently

Zak P.O.V

I can't sleep worried about my boy the first time i saw him I felt so much love for him. I was nervous about Jo but she has been my rock through this she is my world.

He is standing in the kitchen in the dark I put my arms around him "Come back to bed there is nothing you can do tonight." He comes back to bed, I kiss him gently "I love you" I whisper and he kisses me I have missed being close with him.

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