My God can you see
that lately I've been losing me.
My God I'm sorry for a lots of things,
for all mistakes and wrongs I did,
but please understand where I'm coming from
and why I'm trying so hard to figure out my sad life form.
My God I'm sorry for questions, but please know
that I never denied your existence.
I only doubted your assistants.
My God why did you let us fall?
This world is in a war.
In a war full of hate and jealousy,
full of tears and broken hearts
with faces full of sad and broken smiles.
My God I haven't prayed for a long, long time
and I apologize for that,
but please try to understand.
I'm losing it all again.
It's hard to live in world like ours.
It's hard to smile and difficult to find free hours.
Familes don't function,
houses are destroyed,
people unemployed,
it's hard to love and be loved.
God maybe I did lose myself,
but I didn't lose my hope.
It's still here, craving to see some change.
My God I hope that, that someday
will come.
And that there'll be world full
of smiles and joy.
With mended bones and
healed hearts.
My God can you tell?
Can you tell when it's that?
When will days be brighter?
And homes full of family laughter?
It's okay if you don't.
Judge you, I wont.
But I beg you that until that,
please help us all.
YOU ARE READING
Story of my life.
RandomThis will be a "story" or a book of short novels and poems about life and people and me. I hope you're going to like it. I don't have anything written down, so when I post something, I probably wrote it not that long ago. And yeah thank you all for...
