"What the fuck am I supposed to say to Izuki, well I know I'm going to apologize but what if she runs away when she sees me because she thinks that I'm going to hurt her again , what if she starts crying as soon as she sees me or runs to her room or says that she doesn't want me anywhere near her" Bakugou thought while he was preparing katsudon in the kitchen.
He set the dinner table and placed the katsudon in the middle . He ate really quickly, took his dishes to the sink , washed the dishes and quickly went up to his room. During all this time he didn't utter a word to his parents.
"I really hope she doesn't hate me" he thought while going up the stairs and to his room.
He changed into a pair of All Might boxers and a sleeveless white tank . "Wait ... I know I'll go to the mall tomorrow and get her some gifts and I'll give it to her tomorrow night while I apologize a billion times to her" he thought while looking at his All Might poster in his room. " I know , I'll be sure to get some All Might stuff as well because she freakin admires the guy so much"
Bakugou went to bed and tried to fall asleep.When he finally fell asleep his dreams were sabotaged by non other then our precious lil Izuku.
I mean , it shouldn't be that bad to apologize late ? Maybe it's not to late to apologize to the kid that admired you ever since you both were young , to the kid that wanted nothing more then to be by your side ... to the kid you told to jump off a building and hope for a quirk in their next life ... surely an apology would work , wouldn't it ?
But the lingering thought of "what if it doesn't" made his heart ache just a bit more.
Because surely , An apology would make everything better , isn't that right Bakuhoe?

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