Larry Poems

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Back and forth,
Push and pull,
You couldn't really care at all,
You hate yourself more for the things you can't do

I found this all on my own,
Didnt need any help from you,
Got pushed away and rejected,
But still I remain.

Far away is where I wanna be
No one ever needs me
I'm just there
Forgotten and unnecessary

It ruined my life,
That one moment,
From cheeky to cheesy,
I changed from me to you

The ring on my little finger
It symbolizes everything you are to me
All the little things
Wrapped up in a band of infinity

The rose I pinned on your chest
Turned into the pressed flower between my book pages
I opemed that book years later
And found the love that used to be ours

Next to you
Was where I always wanted to be
But they took you away from me
And now, years later, they shove you into my arms and expect me to feel the same way

That dirty, rugged town that i used to call home
It was filled with alcoholic parents and broken families
It could not ever compare to what I've found here
The paradise I feel wrapped up in your arms

Broken beer bottles are symbolic of feelings we used to share
Cigarette butts are symbolic of the love we had that burnt out at its brightest
Old boots are symbolic of how used we both became
But the songs are symbolic of how we'll always return to each other

Its not reality we think about
Its how we wish our dreams were reality
And we dont ever want anyone to deny it
For its the perfect fantasy

Theyre my everything
My coffee in the morning
My tea before bed
And everything in between

Until i find perfection
I have you
Always by my side
And never moving

Read all about it
Is all i can do
You never say anything
Even though its all up to you

I love how your sweaters cover your hands
They show the sinful dip of your collarbone
They bring out the tan in your skin
And make me fall in love with you even more

Your hand is the one i wish i could hold
Your waist is the one i wish i could embrace
Your body is the one i wish i could hold
Your love is the one i wish i could have

I know a lot about love
But i know nothing of yours
Ive seen it
But i cant understand it

A moment in time
We made the wrong decision
And now we pay for it
The rest of our lives

'Always in my heart' were the last words you said
Before they roped you into their scheme
Ever since then ive heard not one bit
From the heart ive apparently been in

I hope youll find a way
To be yourself someday
Let all of them go
Finally be you

That one time thing
Turned into two
And now im still here
Waiting for you

Yes, of course, always
Will i be there for you
Yes, of course, always
Are the words that will always be true

You gave me hope with the words you said
And funny how it was the only thing i ever read
Nowadays we havent spoken
You left me here, bruised and broken

You were scared the first time i put your hand in mine
You didnt want anythin to change
5 years later we're back where we started
And you're nervous again