𝐊𝐏𝐎𝐏 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐋

‣ JINYOUNG ∾ GOT7

+YN+

Have you ever given up your life? Given it up for someone else? Left everything you've ever know behind for someone that you loved? Have you? Because I have, and I regret the day that I did.

Here I stood looking at Jinyoung as he was lip locked with a woman that wasn't me, the tears couldn't help but to fall down my cheeks. When they pulled away he held a bright smile and she held a shy one.

He turned his head and looked at the window seeing me and I quickly walked off down the street weaving through the sea of people before slipping into a alleyway.

" YN!, " He called running past and I slipped out going the other way making it to the bus and I looked at the window to see him slowing down on his running while his eyes caught mine again and I looked away.

I rested my head against the window and wiped away the fallen tears. I had made it to our friend's house that we were currently hiding out and went upstairs to the room grabbing out a duffle bag.

I started packing my things along with a few other necessities before I heard a voice that made me jump.

" What are you doing?, " Yugyeom asked softly resting against the threshold slowly watching my movements.

" I'm going away for a while. "

" Does Jinyoung know?, "

" No. . . and he doesn't need to know, he's quite happy in his current situation he doesn't need to worry about me. "

" YN, did you forget that you're on the run? Did you also not forget that you're two months pregnant. " He asked me striding over in my direction.

" It doesn't matter! I need to go, I'm wasting time talking to you right now. Thank you for all you've done, make sure you keep Jinyoung protected. "

I threw the bag over my shoulder and walked past him just as I heard the downstairs door close.

" YN?! YUGYEOM DID YOU KEEP HER STALLED? IS SHE GONE! " I heard Jinyoung call with hurried steps coming up the long staircase.

When we came face to face he tried to come towards me in a hug and I pushed him back away from me as the tears started to fill my eyes again.

" YN I'm sorry just please let's talk about this– "

" There is nothing to talk about! I seen you kiss her, your eyes were shining you held a happy smile a real happy smile that I haven't gotten in a while! You have a new happy life here, you found someone new because you wanted a new life is that it? Just leave me for dead while you're out living life happy? "

" No no that's not at all it! I love you and our child YN you know that! I just slipped up, I promise you it won't happen again. " He pleaded.

I just shook my head slowly while the tears fell like raindrops before I went past him quickly leaving out the door to hear Jinyoung calling my name before his footsteps stopped following me.

It was later at night when I stopped at a pay phone and called an old friend of mine before I sat and rested in under the bus shelter when it started to rain.

The car pulled up and there was Mark.

He quickly helped me inside before getting in the car himself with a heavy sigh before cranking up the heat.

" Do you know where you want to go?, " He asked while I rubbed my small stomach with a sigh.

" Your house for the night please, I just need to think on things. " I said and gave a small grin and he nodded.

While on the way to Mark's home we were on the freeway and heard sirens behind us and we looked to see none other than a state trooper.

Mark gave a sigh looking at me and I nodded for him to pull over.

[ I feel like this was stupid ]