LIL mosey imagines

im sorry

Look  I know I'm hella late and I get it that's why some of you guys left but I dont care at the moment , Im sick not physically but mentally please dont judge me but I'm dead ass tired of life , I mean whats the point I  dont see any happiness for me yeah I love to rap I love to draw and write imagines but I'm not really happy I just like making others happy , ive done some stupid shit the past few days and I get it after you read this you might not wanna read anything I write anymore , but this is the real me and if you think of yourself as one of my friends than you need to know the real me. So brace yourself because what im about to write is going to come off as shocking to some of you .

From the age of 13 I was diagnosed with bipolar depression and atelophobia  (the fear of never being good enough the fear of imperfections) I have  severe anxiety , I self harm I have tried to commit suicide multiple times I have been in a mental hospital for 72 hours because of this. So you guys have to understand that I'm going to take days , weeks maybe even months off , but best believe I will not stop writing these it makes you guys happy and I like that I have this effect on  people ,  so if I go m.I.a dont DM me  pressuring me to write I'm not normal I have problems everyone do , I'm honestly hanging on by a thread at the moment  , I dont know if I should keep going or give up but I'm trying my best so bare with me  all I can ask of you is that you guys keep reading and commenting and voting on here .  I'm not okay but I will be

I dont usually tell people what's wrong with me but for some reason I trust you guys I just hope you guys. wont leave me like the others , but  I get it if you dont want to read my shii anymore  tbh im cool with it because I would know you like the fake me not the real me  . So yeah that's about it  btw if  you go through the same thing please be strong your gonna make it and if you want to talk to me then dm me im here for you ✌🏽✌🏽

Now that we done with that sad shii im finna go write a imagines and it will have three parts so ya might wanna read it .... Just saying  aight im out 🤘🏽🤙🏽🤙🏽✌🏽