LIL mosey imagines

cold hearted

So me being me I fucked shit up . how u may ask
Well this I what happened
I been fucking with this guy for a while now  his name is Lathan . he mad cute but on god he do the fucking most , he's really hard to read and I honestly cant with him , one minute he likes me the next minute he dont . I'm confused . but I gave up on Caring about his feelings so i do  what ever the fuck I want to do now .

I do rap a little

??: Y/n !!!
Me: yuur?
??: ready ?
Me: bet
I walk into the booth and starred rapping

Me: Yeah
You did me dirty, now you mad because I'm filthy rich
I'm way to clean to be trippin' over some filthy bitch
I feel depression, now I'm sippin' on some filthy shit
I know I brush away the pain, but I be feelin' it (Yeah)
You was takin' shots and now you duckin' them (Yeah)
I'm not gon stress over  niggas, unless I'm fuckin' them
he prolly think Imma dick, but he be suckin' them
They said I made it out the hood, guess I'm the lucky one
When you was fallin' off, I'm the only one who picked you up
Tryna knock me down, when I'm the only one who lift you up
You ain't good for me, but it's so hard for me to give you up
It ain't good for me to numb the pain, but I still sip it up
You did me wrong so now I'm movin' like I'm heartless
I should've never let this bitch know where my heart is
Out of all these bitches  I'm the one who went the hardest
I gave you food right off my plate when I was starvin'
I mingle with my demons, they the only ones I talk to
We gon' fuck the scene up every single time we walk through
Yea I know he pussy, but we treat him like he dog food
I kept you by my side before them other bitches dogged you
I never left your side, I kept it real whenever I saw you
Why is it so hard to pick up your phone whenever I call you
All these love scars make it hard for me to be loyal
I mingle with my demons, they the only ones I talk to
We gon' fuck the scene up every single time we walk through
Yea I know he pussy, but we treat him like he dog food
I kept you by my side before them other bitches dogged you
I never left your side, I kept it real whenever I saw you
Why is it so hard to pick up your phone whenever I call you
All these love scars make it hard for me to be loyal
All these love scars make it hard for me to be loyal
These niggas on my body, I just brush 'em off
When bitches threw dirt on my name, I had to dust it off
When she was talkin' out she face I had to shrug it off
Now we gon' run a hole inside her tongue before we cut it off
Turning on the pen I'm smokin' on exotic
I put a nigga inna box, he tryna think outside it
I remember them days them niggas changed, I still think about it
I done took too many loses to the streets, I'm not gon' speak about it
I can't see em coming down my eyes , so I gotta make the hood cry
Where I'm from real youngins how the good die
I'm cold hearted I ain't tryna be the good guy
I'm cold hearted I ain't tryna be the good guy
You ain't practice what you preach or what you stood by
I did what they said I couldn't but it took time
For all this praise n now it's time to make the hood cry
When you was fallin' off, I'm the only one who picked you up
Tryna knock me down, when I'm the only one who lift you up
You ain't good for me, but it's so hard for me to give you up
It ain't good for me to numb the pain, but I still sip it up
You did me wrong so now I'm movin' like I'm heartless
I should've never let this bitch know where my heart is
Out of all these bitchs I'm the one who went the hardest
I gave you food right off my plate when I was starvin'
I mingle with my demons, they the only ones I talk to
We gon' fuck the scene up every single time we walk through
Yea I know he pussy, but we treat him like he dog food
I kept you by my side before them other bitches dogged you
I never left your side, I kept it real whenever I saw you
Why is it so hard to pick up your phone whenever I call you
All these love scars make it hard for me to be loyal
I mingle with my demons, they the only ones I talk to
We gon' fuck the scene up every single time we walk through
Yea I know he pussy, but we treat him like he dog food
I kept you by my side before them other bitches dogged you
I never left your side, I kept it real whenever I saw you
Why is it so hard to pick up your phone whenever I call you
All these love scars make it hard for me to be loyal
All these love scars make it hard for me to be loyal - 

??: damn g u aint have to snap like that .
Me : yes tf I did ,
I feel my phone start to vibrate So I answer it .
Me: hello?
??: ayo its lathan i got a new phone , but umm can we meet up right quick
Me : I'm at the studio but you can pull up .
Lathan ; okay im on my way
Me : okay , but where were u tho ? Why u aint answer ya phone ?
Lathan: ....( silence) uhh I was busy getting my new phone and then I got really busy ya know ?
He said as more of a question
Me: you know what ? Stay where u are u aint gotta meet me for shit I'm cool off of u bye lathan hope u treat that bitch better then me and lose my number .
After that I hung up  I aint stupid I know when a nigga lying ,  after that I went home and chilled with the realest bitch on planet earth.... Myself

Sorry I been inactive I ain't been feeling ya know up for this type of shit ( or anything ) imma be aight tho just gotta chill for a bit and collect myself imma write another one tho