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Today
Most todays are easy.
I can get up, i can eat some breakfast, when im not too lazy I can even work out for a bit.
But not today.
Today is one of those days where just the idea of getting out of bed makes me shiver.
Today is one of those days where it so hard to just take a shower..
Where I hate myself for everything I do and don't.. for what I am and for what I'm not.
Today, I feel it's impossible to say I love you without thinking you don't love me back.
Today, I'm not hungry. I eat anyway.
Today, I am sad. I do not cry.
Today, I want to sleep through. I read a book instead.
Today is okay. Tomorrow will be better.
Won't it?
YOU ARE READING
The Sunflower diary
Poetry(..How to live with heartbreak) This book holds all my thoughts put into potentially good poetry. I'm hoping you'll like it and even empathize with it. Have a good read :)
