𝗪𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗣𝗿𝗼𝘁𝗲𝗰𝘁 𝗠𝗲 | ᴄʜᴀᴇɴɴɪᴇ

The Third Button

Rosé POV

I think that it's becoming frequent for me to pace around the hospital waiting for Jennie. And let me tell you, it's something that I'm not fond of.

When Jackson threw the file to our faces, I have to admit: I got scared.

I thought that I was going to get fired; Taehyung was going to kick Jennie out and who knows, maybe slap her; Jennie would forget about me and stay with her husband and the medias would kill us.

But I didn't think Jennie would be in the hospital, probably having a miscarriage:

- What happened? - Jisoo practically yelled, followed by Lisa. My two best friends had grown closer to my lover in these past few weeks, and they really love Jennie as if they know her their intire life

- I.. - I tried to speak but nothing came. I couldn't think or breathe, I needed to get out of there but at the same time I didn't want to go anywhere

Suddenly, two strong arms envolved my fragile body. Fragile. Funny word to describe a trained body filled with muscles. But that's how she made me feel. Fragile:

- Take it easy Rosie - the blonde said as we sat in a quieter area - Tell us only when you're ready

And so I did. They waited for me to breathe and that took some time. Having those familiar arms around me helped. Jisoo had one of her hands in my leg, caressing it and I just gave in on their touch. I was never this vulnerable in my entire life and my two best friends realized it:

- Jackson found out. He came into Jennie's office and he showed pictures of me and Jennie kissing - my muscles tensed - I wanted to hit him but Jennie stopped me. She asked him what he wanted and he and he had the guts to tell her that all he wants is her. Like she's a personal toy you can just play with!!!

I couldn't see their faces since I was facing the ground. I didn't need to see it to know what their reactions was:

- I got so worried. I thought of all the things that could happen and how that would affect Jennie. I mean, of course we would tell the world we are in love, she told me that she was going to break up with Taehyung! But.. Not like this. I feel like someone just pushed me out of the closet. Jennie had a breakdown and she fell with her knees on the floor. I tried to reconfort her but it didn't take long to realize the amount of blood coming out from her pants. And now here we are, in a hospital. I don't want her in pain, I don't want to be here and I certainly don't want Jennie to have a miscarriage but I'm pretty sure that those three things are happening right now!! - I said quickly running out of air

My body ache. My heart ache. My head ache. I couldn't breathe properly as I felt my heart pounding faster, just preparing to explode:

- Rosé - Lisa said - Look at me

I didn't want to fight anymore. I couldn't after all of this mess. But I had to. For her.

My eyes met the dark eyes of the Thai girl:

- We're here for you in every step of the way - she spoke in her calm voice, but I know Lalisa Manoban. I know that she's burning up with anger - We're here for Jennie too and if she ends up having a miscarriage, you of all people need to be there for her. You told me that she didn't want the baby but having a miscarriage is like someone pushing you out of the closet I guess. Their taking out something from you without your concent and they don't even warn you, if that makes any sense

- Yes it does Lisa. But Jennie wasn't pushed out of the closet. She fell, face first

- And that's why people like us exist - Jisoo said - She needs a hand. We're going to pull her back up because we're in this together