Junk Mind, Terrible Thoughts

MY BATTLES

Hearing great pomps, their joys and cry,
the curious minds badly wanted to pry.
They're screaming out the reason running miles and miles,
once again another life caused those luminous smiles!

While I'm sitting here making amends on My birthday,
between my demons and my gods, there is an affray.
Through the journey of arrival, survival, revival
now feeling reincarnated, determined to avenge like Perceval.

All this time, I was by my demons ruled,
exploiting my weaknesses they got my gods fooled.
Feeding on my innocence, my inner purity,
locking up my mind, no entrance to sacristy.

But this time, the final upheaval has begun,
to save their lives now my demons gonna run.
My gods have got the biggest arsenals up their sleeves,
my demons gonna pay hard, before they're forced to leave.

It was a duel, the biggest pitched battle,
eventhough it was fatal, my gods kept moving forward,
as predestined, my demons couldn't tackle,
For once my gods were not a loser, for once they weren't tagged a coward!
Unlocking my mind, they placed back the sanity,
Now they were controlling me with the help of maturity.

All these years of cruel rules and wars,
have marred me up with various scars.
Albeit I was saved, brought back from hell,
still ripped off of my innocence which left me as a shell.
I was asphyxiated, drowning deeper each day,
Now learning to float on the surface of the bay.
For a happy ending is all what my heart prays!

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