How i get through life

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My life is upside down and just crazy..
I can't understand anything that happens it's just madness. I'm usually with friends pretending to be happy around them. Sometimes I wanna just be alone.
I'm just tired of all this and I can't help it being like this random weirdo who loves anime and annoys people. It's who I am. I've not changed and I'm never gonna!
I'm just wanting to find love I guess. I need to keep on going and deal with it.
Im alone right now and writing this, I'm purposely trying to be alone. I'm keeping this quiet from my friends. I don't want them worrying about me or being sympathetic.
I just wear a mask. I taught myself how to act fine. It's my burden and I'm carrying it everywhere.
I'm losing control of my life. I feel alone when I'm with friends...
over and out
-shatter

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