My digital diary. Nothing too ordinary

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Hello, sometimes I just feel like the whole world hates me. I feel like I'm nothing, like everything wrong with the world is my fault

This is why I'm making this story, not because I feel crappy and emo, but because I want to show everyone how this feels, I won't say my name but you can call me.. umm... you can call me "shatter" huh? I'll try post a lot so please remind me, I'll start with my last birthday

On my birthday I had invited my friends over for a sleepover, I had some from my class and the class below, one girl specifically was my bestest friend, I'll call her queen, we were obsessed with anime and gaming  at that point, I had been so happy about her being my friend! I'll say all my secrets on here so, I kind off liked her... I told her twice but was rejected, I was upset but we were still friends I guess, at my sleepover we watched twilight and bohemian rhapsody(I love the band queen) we would just watch movies and do random stuff, it was a blast, I would like be it if it would last forever... but it didn't I'll talk about this next time

Over and out!

-shatter

After my birthday party I had school, yippee! Not. Me and queen would always play this game called the elemental trinity, it was my idea. I would make comics about it, but here's the weird thing. After a little while queen had started acting weird... it was very suspicious. This carried on for ages, I would sometimes play with her brother, I call him commander, we would usually play war games or the elemental trinity. Or I would play basketball.

The day came to where I was heartbroken...

I was with queen and commander, playing the usual stuff we played, but she was getting highly annoyed with me for no reason... I was really confused. It was halfway through break when it happened... "I.hate.you" queen said, I was drained of happiness. I lowered my head and started to cry, while she went off with the others...

That's all for now...

Over and out

-shatter (the picture is of me and queen on my birthday in 2018)

I miss queen...

Another reason why I'm misrable is of bullying, yes it is cliche but it's true, I was bullied but these people, one girl and two boys, they usually annoyed me in class until like I was in tears,. They called me a giraffe and took my things, they also made fun of me and spread rumours. The reason the title is the charcoal incident is because of a unfortunate camp

I go to scouts and usually they go camping. I love it, especially working with fire and pioneering. One time at camp, we were cooking food over a fire while we were making firewood, the camp leader was supervising, when it was time for food, we took out things into the mess tent and out them on our plates. Mines was burnt. Everyone at the table was roaring with laughter, saying "it's charcoal!" The camp leader told them to stop so many times but they didn't, it still happens in school...

That's enough for today

Over and out!

-shatter

I don't have much to say about this, I'm in the academy now, I'm in with my friends, I try make them happy when I'm not... I like art class and social studies is boring

When I'm writing this I'm watching how to train your dragon -w- I will probably take requests about my life,

Today was.. well chaotic I guess. Today is 7/10/19. Nearly time for the acoustic night at my school. I also have some news! I'm in a band! It's fun! I've already written two songs, air and daddy issues, I mostly write or sing to relieve stress or help with something that's bugging me but I'm just a bit scared... I don't know why but I'm scared... I miss queen more than ever now. I'm thinking about making a real novel but I'm not sure...