𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗸 𝘆𝗼𝘂 .

𝙤𝙣𝙚

xandera's pov

i messed up. i thought that the sickness was just
lasting for a while. but no,, apparently,, cancer can
last for very long,, something i didn't know my
mom had.

i was called to the hospital,, the hospital my mom
was staying in. the minute i picked it up,, i knew
what was coming.

"hello this is hangam hospital. is this xandera?"

"yes...is something wrong?"

"we are sincerely sorry. we didn't get to save
your mother on time. you can come visit
her now."

"yall are fucking useless."

i hung up. as i ran to the hospital,, tears were
dropping bit by bit. it was cold and i was being
a fucking idiot by not bringing my hoodie.

i ran as fast as i could.

as i reached the hospital,, i went to the counter.

"i want to see my mother. now." i demanded.

"name?"

"mrs park minjeol." i said.

"ward 10,, bed number 127." she replied while
chewing on her gum.

without hesitation,, i quickly ran to the ward. i
knocked on the door.

"c-come i-in.." i heard jisung's voice.

as i entered,, i saw mom's face covered with a
white blanket. with my shaking legs,, i walked to
her direction.

"ma...m...ma..!" i cried my eyes out.

"please!!! wake up!!" i cried shaking her body.

"yah...she's gone now. i know how you feel sis."
jisung said as he hugged me from the back.

"i just.. where's dad? he's not here to see his
dead wife? is he fucking other sluts again?!" i
screamed in frustration.

"calm dow-"

we heard a knock.

"may i come in..?" we heard.

"yes..." i said weakly,, tears dropping as i thought
about mom raising me up till i'm 17. she's done so
much for me and jisung whereas our dad was a bitch.

"your times up ms and mr park. say your final goodbyes." i heard the doctor say as she went in.

"no! you are not taking my mother away! look,, you
just called me 15 minutes ago and you only let me
have 10 fucking minutes with her?! what fucking
hospital is this?!" i yelled in anger,, thank god the walls were sound-proof.

"maa-"

"mom,, i'm sorry i sent you here. i should've do-done
my be-best and he-help you." i said looking
back at her.

suddenly jisung pulls me away,, out of the room as 2
more doctors went in. i struggled to get out of jisung's grip.

"no mom!!!" i screamed.