𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗸 𝘆𝗼𝘂 .

𝙨𝙞𝙭

xandera's pov

i woke up and felt something heavy on my lap. i
checked the time,, it was 9 fucking o clock. i looked at my lap and saw jaemin sleeping on it peacefully.

"fuck." i muttered under my breathe.

i immediately texted my teacher,, saying i would be late. and he responded with 'detention for each hour late.'.

i just couldn't get detention. my record was perfectly perfect. i slowly lifted jaemin's head of my lap,,
but of course,, he woke up.

"jaemin..i need t-to go to school." i said.

"just st- wAIT ITS A MONDAY?!" he screamed
making everyone else wake up.

"yah pabo it's 9- FUCK WE HAVE SCHOOL!" mark screamed.

"yah be quick!!" i said as they all rushed to their
rooms to shower and change.

i couldn't go anywhere so i had to wait for either
chenle or jisung to shower.

after taking a peaceful shower,, i changed in the bathroom because...duh,, there were boys. i quickly dried my hair and went out.

i applied baby powder and some perfume before
fixing my uniform. i checked the time,, 9.30 am,, oh fuck.

"GUYS BE QUICK! OR ELSE I'LL LEAVE!" i screamed making a cup of coffee.

"yah yah yah what's all the scream- there's school?!" haechan asked as we all nodded and fucking
dashed across everyone to shower. fortunately,, we all made it to school,, but...

"hmm,, late again ms xandera? and what about you boys,, you were always early. especially you,, lee mark. i'm disappointed in all of you." the principal said.

i yawned,, "not that surprising you know,," i said as she rose from her seat.

"what did you say? your mother would be so disappointed. oh wait,, she passed." she then lets out a laugh.

"yah. mrs choi,, why don't you just shut the fuck up,,
give us our detention ticket,, and let us leave. don't
you ever talk about my mother." i snapped as the
boys looked at me.

"becoming so brave? for a young girl like you,, you should just-"

"where the fuck is the ticket. i'm waiting." i cut her off as i stood up.

i felt jisung's hand on my wrist,, pulling it down,, signalling me to sit.

"ms xandera this is unacceptable behaviour!" mrs
choi said and i acted surprise.

"oh really? i totally did not know that. i'll try harder." i said giving a sly smile.

i took my bag and left the principal's office. soon,, i
got out of school. being rebellious feels so good
all over again.

soon,, i got a call from renjun.

renjun cutiepie is calling...
[accept/decline]
0.01 seconds.

"yah!" i heard renjun scream.

"what?" i said calmly.

"where are you?!" he said.

"oh well,, i'm at hangang river." i said as i remembered the memories my family and i,, including mom before she passed,, before dad became a whore.

soon i started tearing up.

"okay we'll be there. mark start the car! she's at hangang!" i heard.

"o-okay..b-be q-qu-quick." i said a few droplets rolling down my cheeks.

"are you crying? MARK STEP ON IT. SHES CRYING." i heard.

"it-its okay ren-renjun ah. i-i will be o-okay." i said looking at how deep the hangang waters were.

i hung up. mom...i'll be up there with you soon. just wait for a few more minutes.