One week before the canceled wedding and here I am laying in my bed. My dry tears are tight on my face as I struggle to keep my eyes closed from the sun. My hair smells like the grease in it and it is penetrating into my pillow. My skin was oily and I smelled like storage.
I knew everyone from my goldendoodle to the public were tired of me but I couldn't stop. There's just this big pause in my relationship with Harry the second we got engaged and it's all catching up to me. I feel like there's no way to over come this.
So here I lay. A house in the Bahamas that Harry and I always rented out with our friends but this time it was meant for my bridal party. What better way to put it to use?
I finally force open my eyes and rub the crust off from my inner eyes and from my lashes. I sit up on the bed and start looking for my phone. I needed to check on the puppers that I left back home with my parents.
I get up from the bed throwing the sheets around getting angry that I couldn't find the damn phone. I let it go before I sit down to calm my angry breathes. I've never been so short tempered before and even that angers me.
I get up from the bed and walk over to the master bathroom when I spot my phone on the counter. Surprisingly, it had 85% so I opened it to missed calls, texts, and social media notifications. I opened my moms text first to the most adorable. My baby goldendoodle was sitting near her kitchen, posing for a picture. Now he was just taking a nice and fresh nap after his grooming appointment and it was honestly such a mood.
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With that being said, I grabbed a razor and shampoo before hopping in the beautiful shower that had a beautiful view of the ocean.
After the shower I turn on the radio on my phone, put on lotion, wash the sheets, put my clothes in the dirty laundry, then finish by opening the curtains and the windows.
"And now, new single by Harry Styles, featuring Kacey Musgraves: Best Part."
You can start the music here lol.
You rush to go to turn it off until you process that Kacey is also on the song. You settle into the bed and hold your phone before you start listening.
"You don't know, babe When you hold me And kiss me slowly It's the sweetest thing And it don't change If I had it my way You would know that you are You're the coffee that I need in the morning You're my sunshine in the rain when it's pouring Won't you give yourself to me Give it all, oh"
Kacey sings out into the bedroom. You're in awe of the lyrics before you hear Harry's soft and unique voice join her.
"It's the sunrise And those brown eyes, yes You're the one that I desire When we wake up And then we make love It makes me feel so nice You're my water when I'm stuck in the desert You're the Tylenol I take when my head hurts You're the sunshine on my life"
He sings before Kacey joins in to his voice again. Their voices blend in together perfectly to deliver the love song. You wipe a tear from the phone that fell from your chin. You listen to the rest of the lyrics in silence and close your eyes.
"And now. The man himself, Harry Styles. How are things going, Styles?" The guy on Capital FM asks. You hold your breathe as you hear the raspy voice.
"Uhm, it's going." He chuckles softly. Your heart tightens a bit and you curl into the bed more.
"So what made you want to release this song a few weeks after the engagement was broke off?" The guy asks boldly. Harry takes a beat to answer.
"This is mostly just an apology to the love of my life. And also, this song was to be released a week before the wedding."
"Was this your wedding song for y/n?"
"Yes actually. I thought it would be a perfect wedding gift from me to her. She loves when I write her songs and throughout the process of writing this one, all I thought about was dancing it at our wedding." He admits sadly.
"The song is beautiful. Why did you choose to make this a duet with Kacey?"
"Kacey's voice was the only voice suitable for this song. She adds the country spice to it and plus I thought it would be special if she were to sing it with me at the wedding for y/n. She's is her best friend."
"Makes sense. If y/n were listening right now, what would you like to say to her?"
"I'd tell her to open the front door because it's so freaking hot here." He chuckles and sniffles.
I throw the phone away from me before I run out the big windows and onto the balcony, bumping into the glass railing. Harry is standing there with his guitar and suit case. His eyes are pinkish and he's cheesing as he hangs up the phone.
"It really is hot out here baby." ___________________________
"So you guys were just trying to surprise me?" I mumble sitting crisscross at the end of the bed. "I promise." He mumbles taking my hand. He take the diamond ring from his khaki shorts pocket and shows it to me.
"I promised to never give up on you baby. So we either put this on your finger willingly or I'll super glue it onto your finger." He smiles. I let out a breathe with my tears and jump on him.
"I love you so much, Harry." I cry into his neck as he hugs me tighter on his body. "I love you too baby. Now let's spend some time together before your bridesmaids get here."
"But the wedding was cancelled?" I say lifting my head. "I told your mom not to cancel it." He says patting my butt so I can sit up on his lap. "Oh come on baby. I wasn't going to let your months of planning go to waste. Plus, I knew you were going to take me back." He smiles cheekily.
